If i sit a certain way-Am I gay If I stand a certain way-Am I gay If I lay a certain way-Am I gay If I dress a certain way-Am I gay Note: In not asking for reassurance nor am I asking if im gay. Just stating the things I go through every day.

Same here ..

Oh boy, brother, I deeply connect to this. This is literally my brain speaking. One thing that helped me at one point: I bought a small notebook and wrote every ocd thought my brain was giving me. Writting it down makes it that much more absurd ! I noted things like: « Oh I like the look of this girl, I am probably gay » How stupid. (I am a guy) Trust that you are not alone; Trust the process; Trust that content of obsession is trash. Good luck.

literally me, if i find a girl’s video on tiktok cool, i’ll tell myself im lesbian, but in reality, the editing and her facial expressions are just inspirational/cool.

I have basically the same experience. You liked this thing with a predominantly female audience? - You're trans You enjoyed playing as a female character once? - You're trans You want to paint your nails? - You're trans You posed in a more flamboyant way? - You're trans You get the point. The worst part is that my Twitter feed is filled with posts from trans women (many of whom I do not follow), which just gives my brain more material to work with.