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Yes! That thought keeps me up at night. I feel defeated.
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Oh yes. I felt this way often. I felt that life couldn’t possibly be worth living if I have to feel this way all the time but the grass really is greener and if you hold on and get help, you will get to that side just like I did and be in awe of how far you came. I know how it feels to be in the thick of it. It feels so impossible but you are so incredibly brave for coming here to get help. You’re not alone. This is only the beginning of something you will live with forever but that you can take control of and maybe even one day be thankful for. Because it will lead you to so many people who need your help in the way you needed. You will be a God send for them. And you’ll be at peace and in control of your OCD.
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Thank you so much. What has helped you?
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@Anonymous Therapy is really helping so keep on doing that! I know it’s hard but you can do it. Having a relationship with God is crucial for me. Reading the Bible and praying often. He gives me peace and strength and hope! Staying busy. Watching things that make me laugh. Getting rid of caffeine COMPLETELY. That’s a HUGE one. Guided meditations to help me fall asleep and giving myself permission to worry later so I can really get some sleep or meditate. Sometimes I would take stock of my fear and let myself have a day to relax from it and let myself worry later. Sometimes I wouldn’t even go back to it because I was able to let my mind and body rest and it made it easier to work it out logically. Time with friends and family. Exercise is huge! Inositol (powdered B vitamin) helped a lot. I worked my way up to 6 grams, 3 times a day over the course of a few weeks. 1 mg methyl folate. 2 mg methyl b12. Pure encapsulations Sero Plus. A lot of times people with OCD or other mental illness are highly deficient in B vitamins and the vitamins and minerals essential for sending Serotonin to the brain which is what anti-depressants do. Supplements, exercise, and time outside is CRUCIAL. It’s so hard to sleep when your constantly worrying. Try writing down your worries and give yourself permission to worry later so you can get some much needed sleep. Maybe give yourself a week and just add to the list if something pops into your head. The mental rest will do wonders and you might be able to approach those fears with more strength and the ability to see them logically. Prayers for you my friend.
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Science and medicine is always making discoveries so i have hope that maybe they’ll figure out the true root cause of OCD and maybe even find a cure. Believe it or not, many mental illnesses can be cured (take depression as an example)
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But don't they say that mental illnesses never fully cure?
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@Miro Depends on the illness. But what I’m saying is that certain illnesses that were previously thought to have no cure may turn out to be curable someday.
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@cmac1339 Hopefully
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Yes this is my biggest fear... and I feel like the only way I can get out of it (through crazy ruminating) is to sit in a room of my house for 24 hours straight.... unfortunately the way I do my rumination and compulsions has caused this to be the only answer to being happy again
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I’d love to chat, I relate to that so much. I have to be forced to leave my room or house
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@em887766 Me too
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@babs7119 Let’s set up a convo!
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@em887766 Let’s set up a convo !
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@LucyA5118 @emidrew_xo on IG (:
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Yes. It used to bring me immense panic. But I’m slowly accepting it and working towards recovery. It’s similar with depression and anxiety as it’s not something that can be cured, but someone can recover from it and live a pretty normal life, only difference is that just like anyone we have bad times- but typically our bad times are related to ocd. The channel ocdrecoveryuk talks about how there is a chance to not have chronic guilt/anxiety/intrusive thoughts/etc and live and not even notice you have ocd most of the time
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On YouTube channel?
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@babs7119 Yes youtube! They also have an Instagram
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@c.cat Thanks
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@babs7119 Of course!
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@babs7119 Why don't these OCD channels hardly ever mention my theme, illness anxiety OCD or like mine biggest obsession is fearing cancer and death.
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Yes absolutely. The feeling that I'll never be normal again and the thoughts will never go away. And I'll feel that especially when my anxiety is at it's peak. It's so overwhelming.
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Where is this channel? YouTube?
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Those of you who have overcome at least a bit, if not all, of your OCD. When you went through the CBT and ERP, did it feel like the end of the world? And how did you face the fact that your fears and uncertainties might actually come to life?
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I can't stop thinking about ending my life. I feel like I'm not even living, I'm just surviving. Everyone is capable of being a person and functioning and I'm just stuck here avoiding everything. My psychiatrist said my ocd is severe and it will all take time and I'll start erp and I'm already on medication but I just feel so depressed and like I won't be able to handle erp and it's already too late for me. I feel inhuman, it's debilitating. My major theme is just fear or contamination, I can't even make myself a meal I can't touch anything in the kitchen. I get stuck in the shower for 2 hours and when I don't shower because I'm depressed I feel like a walking germ. My hands are a mess, my school work is shit, I avoid and avoid and I'm just so tired of "living" like this. My psychiatrist said they don't have any therapists available right now like.... excuse me? What do you mean u don't have any 😭 I honestly don't even know why I'm typing this becuase nothing helps, nothing ever will. I'm so deep into this I can't get out, my room looks like shit, I can't live in this body anymore, I really can't. I let everyone down, I am and will be such a dissapointment. I don't have any dreams or goals or passions I just wasn't made to be here. I don't know how or who to ask for help like there's nothing anyone can do, I'm already on meds. I can't keep being like this, seeing everyone judge me for acting insane.
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I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
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