I think Ima lose control I have the urge to but I don't want too I don't want my arms anymore! I don't wanna be like that I wanna be how I usually am just shy, quiet and scared. I don't feel scared omg I have this tingling feeling in my feets my arms feel like they're gonna do bad things! I'm just so worried I'll stop caring! I wanna feel like my old self again!

cmac1339

Date posted: 4y

I had a strikingly similar obsession years ago where I thought i was just going to snap

LetJesusTakeIt

Date posted: 4y

Sometimes I get that tingling feeling you’re talking about and the only option is to let it be there bc it ain’t gonna go away so puff out ur chest at it

Dre83

Date posted: 4y

Hey there. I know exactly how you feel. 15 months again harm ocd wrecked my world I was so afraid I threw the knife set away. It took me a long time to understand these are just thoughts and it’s ok to have them. They sometimes still bother me but for the most part they dont. I still have harm thoughts daily but I try to live my life best as possible. You can get through this even if it seems like it’s impossible. I know you can!

Mayte

Date posted: 4y

Okay so it feels like I will lose control but I don't want too... I don't really have any anxiety because I try not to freak out.. But not freaking out has me thinking if it will come true. I avoid knifes a lot every time I see one I go 0-0 or when I'm cleaning one I'll not look at it and clean it fast... I just can't be comfortable with the thoughts... I wanna get rid of the thoughts and live a happy life.. Without thinking of this.

Mayte

Date posted: 4y

Also worried I will lose my personality and the person I currently scared I'll be the opposite of who I currently am.

Mayte

Date posted: 4y

Agh I don't understand when I cry cause of this I don't feel like I will lose control or I feel like I don't truly wanna be like this. It now feels as if I do I DON'T WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I DO! Idk what to do it feels as If I will no anxiety just plain confusion :/

Mayte

Date posted: 4y

I'm just scared I will go from caring to not caring and do bad things..

Cam$$$

Date posted: 24w

Any Advice ?

When I talk about how terrible I used to be to my girlfriend it makes me feel like I’m gonna do it again which I don’t wanna do and it scares me and then I get intrusive thoughts and feelings about it doing it but I don’t want to, weird I know.

things_willg...

Date posted: 24w

Scared

i’m so scared im going to lose control and end up locked up or something. this is so exhausting!! i worry that what i have isn’t OCD and that im genuinely insane and im gonna end up in big trouble or that the urges i have are going to actually happen. i dont want to think these things ! i feel like a horrible human being!!

andrewt_

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 20w

I believe I’m a monster.

My body has done weird things during interactions and sometimes it feels like the movements came from me, like I controlled them. It’s freaking terrifying. Sometimes I believe I’ve gone psycho. I don’t know who the fuck I am anymore. Maybe I should just accept that I’m a danger to society.

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