I'm struggling so bad right now. I really don't know if I have salvation because when I made my prayer I'm scared I didn't fully trust in Christ as Savior and I'm scared that when I made my prayer I messed up because I might've thought doing a salvation prayer and believing in these certain things mean you're saved but I remember I believed Christ died so all of my sins are forgiven but I'm scared that I didn't fully trust in Him, but I remember believing my sins were forgiven but I feel like I put my faith in my salvation prayer and not God. I hate my life so much, why do I fail in everything. I can't even pray right. Any help for this? No reassurance though. <3

Friend, you are so extremely hard on yourself. Do you really believe in a God that cares so much specifically on those particular details? I believe in a loving and understanding God. Do you really want to have to live a life where you have to constantly do things perfectly in order to be good enough? That’s impossible. We are humans therefore we are imperfect. And who ever said we need to do things perfectly? I can’t live that way. We aren’t robots. And saying you “fail at everything” sounds like quite an exaggeration! I don’t know anyone who fails at everything. And even if you did, who cares. You can go about and enjoy your life and choose to love yourself anyway.