Hi guys! If you're anything like me, your OCD terrifies you because you believe that you WANT to do these awful things. You might even think that you HAVE done awful things, and maybe you have a behavioural control disorder rather than OCD. If you are experiencing this, THESE ARE OCD SYMPTOMS, and these videos explain it really well! Urges: at my lowest point, I thought I had an impulse control disorder rather than OCD because I believed I was actually DOING things rather than just worrying about them. URGES ARE OCD too! This video explains this very well at 7:09, but the entire video is helpful. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FTHSSpHLF4 Feeling like the intrusive thoughts are TRUE / like you WANT TO DO SOMETHING BAD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whcpkyABuU4&t=40s I hope these help!