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Ask me questions And give me your specific symptoms I can find a way to help you all! I have struggling with harm ocd hocd rocd pocd etc etc and am now ocd free!
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Ocd is an anxiety disorder and if there was no anxiety around the obsessions or thoughts we have, then we wouldn’t feel a need for compulsions. Anxiety is pretty much caused by not feeling in control, maybe you feel like you have no control over these thoughts and no matter how hard you try to justify them or even ignore them you just can’t? That is because the anxiety is still there. Every-time you form a compulsion you are rewriting your brain and rewarded it by feeding these anxieties so every time you have an obsession you are going to feel the need to perform a compulsion. Anxiety is needed in all mammals it is a kind of flight or fight feeling we need to survive, but sometimes the parts of our brain that work this can get messed up. There is a way to physically tell your brain “everything is ok. This is not something to worry about” once you practice this method the anxiety decreases and so do your obsessions. I have used SSRI and other therapy but they do not work like my method . If you would like to learn more comment!
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Could you help with contamination OCD when there are real diseases everywhere?
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I use a similar technique...a thought is just a thought and not reality.
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@chelsbingy yup! These thoughts cause depersonalization in many sufferers. You are not alone. How can you feel like yourself if you can’t trust your thoughts and doubt your very own core beliefs ! It is impossible to feel like yourself and to not feel disconnected when these thoughts plague you. I my lowest point I would look in the mirror and get scared because I felt “this isn’t me!” I would feel as if I was in a dream, a simulation, I felt like I was a mindless sick ape in a world of mindless apes. But once u get rid of these thoughts you come right back.
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@letsgo I don’t like to reassure people, but you are not a pedophile. The person you look up to the most has experienced those thoughts, even your favorite celebrity. Often people are so anxious about sexual thoughts because they feel as if they are not right and stigmatized and sexuality is very personal. You can think a child is cute or even beautiful handsome etc. it could even trigger a small response sexually in your groin. That doesn’t mean you are evil you are just human. You do not want to know what real pedophiles do and act like man. And it is not ok to act sexually on an infant you know that and you know the trauma it would cause both of you so you fear these situations. The reason you are so scared and anxious is because you know this is not you. That’s the easy part. The hard part is accepting this and not responding to your obsessions. Try to find the right meds for yourself and if there was a time you didn’t have these thoughts, then it will happen again. Email me for my personal methods.
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@chelsbingy you are not crazy at all you are anxious. Keep working and you will find yourself soon. I am going to guarantee you that you will fully recover. It is more than possible it is 100%
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1)Was ERP your treatment? I'm too afraid to do ERP :p (no psychiatrist), was it the best for you?/any other treatments that helped? 2)Did you see a therapist a lot? 3) is writing down the anxities in a small notebook helpful? 4) any medication? GOOD JOB btw !!!ocd sucks so I'm glad you are ocd free :)
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I'm too afraid to even start the ERP exercises on here, was even thinking of getting another app or finding other treatments (distraction s only help short term)
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It really frustrated me how OCD is seen as incurable, and if someone needed some help because this was taking over their life, then they would be prescribed SSRI that make things worse and do not attack the root cause. OCD is even joked about freely and people think it is just a tidy thing. It seemed to me when I was struggling with this that no1 was looking for a “cure” and that many therapies and treatments didn’t even help a lot of people. People are often even told to just learn to live with OCD because it is lifelong. Well this is not true. I was always a smart boy capable of thinking about things on another level then most people. OCD suffered are often smarter than most people actually because their brain is very active. The truth is anyone can get OCD AT ANY TIME. If your friend suddenly got thoughts about WHAT IF _____? And this thought gave them anxiety they would start the loop of OCD if it really did bother them. 90% of people have OCD like symptoms but the difference is they are able to pass these thoughts along and disassociate any anxiety or negative emotion from them. I know it’s extremely hard to just let these thoughts go because they feel so real, trust me I’ve been there. There is a way to rewire your brain though and it worked for me. I’m no psychologist therapist scientist etc. these are just my thoughts and I have experienced debilitating OCD and am now free. Due to the face that my methods may not be traditional or even acceptable on this platform I’m going to ask anyone who is interested to email me beastmodehuman@gmail.com Thanks!
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@Doubts123 you are scared of diseases right? You fear them and feel you feel as if you have no control over them. They are everywhere that is true. There is nothing you can do about it. Think to yourself “why am I afraid?” Is it because you don’t want to die or get sick. Well everyone is faced with that fact that they could catch a disease and get sick, but they still go out and don’t seem to care? They have truly accepted the fact that germs are everywhere and it causes them no anxiety. There are also other things abundant in the environment that could kill you easily. Anytime your in a car another car could crash into you, it wouldn’t even be your fault. You could try to reason with the contamination and tell yourself that your immune system fights off almost all threats and even if there was a threat medicine could help you recover. This will put you through a loop. Don’t reward your brain that way. Your brain needs to learn that germs are not that serious. The only way is to fight your fear. If you haven’t already tried ERP I think you should. Your brain will literally learn that even if you touched a germinated object everything would ok. ERP has been done throughout all our lives without any of us realizing. You could try SSRI to relive anxiety which could help you process these obsessions. If you are interested In my personal way of defeating OCD email me. It may work just as well for you!
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Individuals, like us, tend to take our thought to seriously and focus our attention on them. But, Remember...a thought is not reality...
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@KarlThomas yes that is very true, but you still wanna be able to trust your thought and think freely without fearing certain thoughts. This happens but getting rid of anxiety associated with thoughts. Yes your thoughts aren’t you. Your thoughts mean literally nothing. Most of what you do is subconscious and no matter what you reason will not change. Your sexuality won’t change based on little thoughts, your mother really won’t die if go through that doorway. It’s true. No matter what you think these thoughts don’t mean anything. but thinking is also something we all do and we all wanna be able to think freely without fear. In your dreams you don’t have intrusive thoughts. Your dreams are subconscious. So yes I agree dissociate yourself from your thoughts and any negative thinking around certain ones because they are not you and your brain is anxious and treating them as threats because it is confused
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I'm doing ERP now I can't seem to get over the fact that I could be infecting others and also that maybe I could prevent this if I do a little extra washing.
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@doubts123 email me and try my methods. Both of my methods that gave me any relief out of all the medicine and erp I tried are completely free and natural. One physically tells your brain everything is ok. It has been used since ancient times. And is free ( no weekly appointments no medicine no side effects no time loss)
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Did you ever experience depersonalization
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What if with POCD I used to have thoughts about children, sometimes sexual. Before my spike in October, I don’t really remember them bothering me. Ever since the spike, I’ve been an anxious mess, and feel like a horrible disgusting person. I’ve made advancements with an SSRI. But I feel like I’m stuck thinking I’m a P because of my current thoughts and my past. Also! Appreciate you coming back and helping people out. It means a lot.
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Yes that is exactly how o feel. I don’t feel like me at all anymore. I feel like I’m going crazy
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@matty z Hard for me to admit. But in my past I have looked at a form of hentai featuring young girls called Loli. It’s not my proudest moment. And I would never do it again. But my mind won’t let that go. It kills me that I did it. And if only fuels what I have going here.
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@letsgo try to find a good therapist and be open about those experiences. Keeping things in hurts people even more. Many people experience things like this that give them trauma throughout their life and fuel ocd. It is important to admit to yourself “I did look at these things , yes I know I maybe shouldn’t have and accept that I did it, but it’s ok it doesn’t change me” the anxiety caused by the things you looked at needs to be destroyed before you can recover. You need to accept your past and move on.
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I've shared this story on the app before but I struggle with a very intricate form of OCD. My current scenario involves me driving to a specific sidewalk I walked on many months ago otherwise I'll lose my intelligence. I know this is not true but if I refuse to perform the compulsion the thought starts to feel so real that I am left with no other option. I begin to question everything I do and say and am practically disables unless I perform this compulsion.
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What would you recomnend for schizophrenia OCD...though i was diagnosed with OCD it still scares the heck out of me...still working on letting them be just thoughts, but anxiety is often stronger
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I emailed you, but I've had this one obsession for a year and it's gotten a bit better but half a year ago I considered killing myself over it. I don't anymore but it's still so annoying and ruining my every moment
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I always had anxiety, but started struggling with pocd in January. Ive always had a habit of overthinking and making myself believe lies but never to this extent. I’ve tried my own erp but I wasn’t sure about it. I am not talking with a cbt therapist. Any advice on what to work on or what I should do personally would be appreciated! ☺️
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(Long read) hello everyone. i was out of the country for about 3-4 months and traveling. my ocd was not that bad at all and I was able to handle it even if it came up. on my way back home, it immediately started. i have learned how to handle it better, but i am more sad and just “awaiting” for something bad to happen. for example, i have sexual themed ocd. pocd and family related stuff, and also my ocd targeted my pets for about a year and it manifested into compulsions that disturbed me and made me not want to be around my cats. now that i am around my cats, i feel like “what if i harm them or do something bad?” or “what if you do those weird compulsions that happened before?” , when i look back on the compulsions that happened, it doesn’t feel like me and it was clearly driven by ocd, but it makes me worry i am just a sick person. i know myself and i know im not, but i had such a weird childhood and then ocd from 15 years old and up. so when these weird compulsions had happened , whether it was for the pet ocd theme or pocd or the family ocd, it feels like some sort of proof. anyways, i feel a bit for content with myself but i know how real ocd can feel and i just remember feeling so hopeless and suici da l, i just don’t want to go through that again. i take a more spiritual route of life and healing, and i wonder if anyone has some deep spiritual warmups or practices i could do to maybe open up my mind more? maybe to realize this is all in the mind? but also to not fight it… Not fight it meaning not let it take over my life. i racked up so much debt in therapy and i truly think i can get through this alone i just need a bit of help. but i dunno. any advice would help! thanks everyone ☀️
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So... I few years ago, I did self-harm a few times, and then I got super into spirituality, and about a year ago, I remembered I did self-harm and ever since haven't been able to shake the guilt off... Constantly, every day, my mind would make me feel guilty about it and think about it all day. It's like my brain knew the thought that I could/ have cut myself scared me, so it kept bringing it up. My family had no idea I had ever done this, so my OCD told me I was a liar for not telling them about every day. I was afraid that they wouldn't love me anymore and send me to a mental hospital if I told them. About 2-3 months ago, I had gotten so fed up with having these thoughts every day and confessed to my mom what I had done, and her reaction was great. And I thought I'd never have thoughts about when I did self-harm again because I finally confessed. I was wrong. Even with people telling me that it's okay, I did that, I can't shake the guilt I had around this event, and even more so the fear/guilt around my own thoughts... My therapist and I talk about how the problem isn't the thoughts but what the OCD does to them. I try to create positive neural pathways, but that just makes me more stressed about it. There are things I'm supposed to tell myself when I feel negative, but I think I get that confused and tell myself those things every time I have thoughts about what I did. Which is feeding into a mental compulsion (replacing every "bad" thought with a "good" one. What works for me is (if I can) do nothing and have the thoughts... It's been hard to get better because I have had no idea what's been happening to me and felt like for the last year I was going crazy... I always thought OCD was cleaning stuff and physical compulsions . Everything that happened to me happened in my head. On the worst days when my OCD is really bad, every single time I was conscious and aware, I was thinking about the fact that I did self-harm. I would lie in bed all day trying to figure out my thoughts because I thought if I watched TV, I would be avoiding important things. I thought I had to figure out all my thoughts. I would ruminate, replay, and second-guess all. day. long. It was hard to do any of the things I loved; OCD took the joy out of it. It was hard to recognize it was OCD because I thought I had done something seriously bad and wrong, and that I must deserve these thoughts. I think the trick is that you feel like you must have positive thoughts, and the most distressing thing wasn't necessarily the fact that I did self-harm, but the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about it. I find the best thing you can do is just have all your thoughts in your head and try not to separate them from good and bad, if you can. It's nice to have people who understand!!!! More to come, about the journey. My favorite thing to say when I'm stuck is "that sly devil... OCD. Silly OCD is getting to me right now, but it won't last forever. That sneaky guy tricked me again." Love you!!!
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Hello everyone! This is my first post since downloading the NOCD app and wanted to share a little about my life with OCD. I was first diagnosed when I was 17 but truly started noticing there was something going on with me as early as 10. To summarize: I have the repetitive ritualistic type of OCD. Basically, I have a fear of becoming other people. I believe that if I perform an action, like turning off the sink or closing a door, or even breathing in and out while thinking about somebody, especially someone that I dislike, that eventually I will become just like that person or experience something they've been through that is negative; like health issues, personality issues, or social status decline. Simple example: I know this one dude named Richard, I worked with him in retail, and he told me about how his brother died at a young age. Now, it’s nighttime, and with that new information known about Richard, I believe, that If I take my contact out while thinking of Richard, or an image of him appears in my head while I’m taking out my contact, I believe that MY brother is going to eventually die too. What’s the solution?: I worked with another kid in retail. His name is Mikey, he was decently put together, and his brother didn’t die. So that means: Now with my contact still on my finger, I put it to my eyeball, and keep tapping at my eyeball with my contact while trying to get an image of Mikey perfectly timed, so that I can cancel out the image of Richard and save my brothers life. This is a challenge because the image of Richard, or I should say, the fear that my brother could die from this thought, is strong, and often times I have to think of other people (from other life experiences) along with Mikey just to feel confident that I got the image cancelled enough to move forward. Every day, I complete many actions and with every action comes a thought or image of some person I’ve encountered in my life that I’m either afraid of becoming or obtaining the same negative life experiences, which therefore means I also have all the othet people in my mind, at the ready, that cancel them out too. Every day I cancel people out and repeat actions disguised to the public. Sometimes it’s noticeable, but knowing how to cover your ugly side while making sure you don’t mess up your future with the wrong thought is just what I call life. I’m a man with a thousand people in his head and its been an EXHAUSTING journey. But through therapy and acceptance of myself, I have found a way to love with it. Like anything else, there are horrible days and okay days, but this is apart of me forever and im lucky to share it all with you! Can anyone relate?? Feel free to comment or reach out! - Matt
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