Magical thinking ocd religious ocd scrupulousity

hey hey hey ! we are here ! what seems to be the problem ?

I’m on the struggle bus too you’re definitely not alone!

I can tell you the truth I have battle these thing like if I do this this Will or won’t happen and I had a extremely long battle with scrupulous for two or more yours straight… as a Christian this can be hard but know Hod love you He knows the difference between your thoughts and ocd. When you pray do it sincerely not like a machine. One scripture that help me was a plsalm that says “I will love You Oh Lord my strength” ask God to help you I believe He will. Interesting fact John Bunin (probably spell name wrong) that author of the Pilgrims Progress suffered scrupulous but was a mighty man of God. Keep fighting the good fight and trust The Lord.

I am going to keep you in prayer. I know God can help you. There is a scripture that says something in this effect in Isaiah “Who is among you that feareth the LORD, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkness, and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the LORD, and stay upon his God.” Keep believing don’t give up. And if you haven’t went to get help from a Pastor or doctors or Thearpist there is nothing wrong with seeing help. Some churches provide all three. I believe you will be okay… PS my pastor told us when we pray pleed the Blood of Jesus ( based off scripture they overcame by the Blood and the Word of their testimony) I hope I encouraged you. But if you are feeling suicidal go Get Help Today! You can be and will be free so get that help okay?

I see they have a crisis line here too… please call for help if you need to. And keep calling on Jesus! You are loved.

On top of that I have schizoaffective disorder

I feel like this dark entity wants to operate in my body but I will never let it I hear it I feel it