- Date posted
- 2y ago
Magical thinking ocd religious ocd scrupulousity
I don’t know what to do anymore someone please talk to me so I’m know I’m not alone. My life is a nightmare my mental health is declining
I don’t know what to do anymore someone please talk to me so I’m know I’m not alone. My life is a nightmare my mental health is declining
hey hey hey ! we are here ! what seems to be the problem ?
I’m on the struggle bus too you’re definitely not alone!
I can tell you the truth I have battle these thing like if I do this this Will or won’t happen and I had a extremely long battle with scrupulous for two or more yours straight… as a Christian this can be hard but know Hod love you He knows the difference between your thoughts and ocd. When you pray do it sincerely not like a machine. One scripture that help me was a plsalm that says “I will love You Oh Lord my strength” ask God to help you I believe He will. Interesting fact John Bunin (probably spell name wrong) that author of the Pilgrims Progress suffered scrupulous but was a mighty man of God. Keep fighting the good fight and trust The Lord.
@Anonymous Thank you
@Overcomer 🙂👍 thumbs up
That’s so true. Sometimes I feel like I’m being consumed by a dark entity, I yell out stop or rebuke all evil… I’m so sad this isn’t me I’m so suicidal
I am going to keep you in prayer. I know God can help you. There is a scripture that says something in this effect in Isaiah “Who is among you that feareth the LORD, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkness, and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the LORD, and stay upon his God.” Keep believing don’t give up. And if you haven’t went to get help from a Pastor or doctors or Thearpist there is nothing wrong with seeing help. Some churches provide all three. I believe you will be okay… PS my pastor told us when we pray pleed the Blood of Jesus ( based off scripture they overcame by the Blood and the Word of their testimony) I hope I encouraged you. But if you are feeling suicidal go Get Help Today! You can be and will be free so get that help okay?
@Beebee7 Thank u beebee
I see they have a crisis line here too… please call for help if you need to. And keep calling on Jesus! You are loved.
On top of that I have schizoaffective disorder
I feel like this dark entity wants to operate in my body but I will never let it I hear it I feel it
Does anyone know of any rehabilitation centers for mental health? My ocd has gotten bad today to the point where I feel like leaving :( and desperately get help . Ever since I began medication months ago I been feeling fine but all sudden I feel like my episodes are rapidly coming back. I’m more responsive to them. I find myself ruminating more and engaging in compulsions. I feel embarrassed that my family would have to know if I considered making that choice of leaving . It’s never gotten to this breaking point , or at least I don’t think. I’ve been through this a billion times and each time it feels like it’s the worst and it’s gonna be the one that will permanently take over me and my full control. I’m from Elkhart, Indiana. Or if there’s anyone here that can talk to me I’d appreciate it I feel so alone right now and I’m more vulnerable because I’m home alone and I don’t have many friends. I’m scared that I’m gonna lose touch with myself. I don’t wanna lost my values or stop feeling my normal self. It feels real and scary. I want it to stop.
My last and almost life long theme/sub-theme largely subsided recently and my ocd felt like it wasn’t even an issue. Then I went on winter break from uni and being alone made my mind come up with a whole new topic to obsess over. TLDR on my fears, my advisor wouldn’t email me back for a while about signing up for classes so my mind started to worry “what if he doesn’t in time and you can’t enroll this semester and you lose this whole life you just built and all these new friends” So when that issue was resolved my mind found other scarier ways I could be uprooted from my current life and friends that I’ve grown so attached to. Then my mind remembered back when I was struggling with false memories and scrupulosity and I essentially made a post on a forum 2 and a half years ago saying I did something or was convinced I did something that I never actually did. Now I’ve been spiraling about someone finding it reporting me and I either get seen as a horrible person or arrested or something over something I never actually did but “admitted” to out of fear of going to hell. My mind won’t let it go and keeps finding new reasons for it to be “valid” “logical” or even inevitable. I feel like it’s just hanging over my head and I can never rest easy. Especially when I try to focus on my daily tasks or plan for the future I get this horrible flair up of “why plan for the future when this could come back in that future and you get uprooted from all of it” my mind won’t rest without certainty being uprooted won’t happen but certainty doesn’t exist, at least not with ocd. This sucks and I miss being care free.
Any Christian’s with religion ocd and relationship ocd I feel so alone
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