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- MFB-Maniac
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- 2y ago
I have a question.
What kind of events that caused you to have OCD?
What kind of events that caused you to have OCD?
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It could be like a real life event, news, internet, etc.
I realized I experienced different themes as a child but I didn’t know what it was. But it went away and didn’t really affect me until a few years ago. My current theme was triggered when I got covid and was stuck in quarantine, and I randomly got a intrusive thought about my sexuality 🥲
Childhood trauma and growing up with a father and grandmother who had ocd.
covid19. Once we had to be hyperaware of germs and wash hands frequently/use hand sanitizer it spiraled into this extreme case of germaphobia/ocd.
@Anonymous Same here! All that uncertainty 😬 it just spiraled out of control 🌀😵💫
@Migratory_Bird Glad to hear I’m not the only one. Yeah I got bad. Here’s to us getting out of this! 🤝
Combination of stress from a toxic relationship and liek,,, probably getting groomed
at first my debilitating symptoms came from watching a documentary about pedos for school work… i had a groin reaction and thought that meant i was a pedo… and that’s how my pocd started… i was terrified and it became a huge 2 year long obsession for me. but now that i look back i recognize some health anxiety’s and fear of harming others in my sleep if i had thoughts about it in the day.. for the longest time we thought it was “just anxiety” like it would go away, but the i read an article about pocd and it clicked and i was diagnosed after 3 years with symptoms
@Gert0872 and i think it was my childhood that may have caused it my dad leaving and my mom going through intense breakups and showing scary behaviors in front of us maybe. Getting yelled at a lot by her. and she has also struggled with neuroses and depression and stuff
I've gone through three episodes of this . One was when I was younger I had the belief if I blinked at someone twice they would die and if I blinked at them once or three times they would live. Knew it was stupid but had no idea what the hell was going on eventually it just went away that was when I was around 8-9 year's old. Then October 6th 2013 someone had said something that triggered So ocd but at this time my dad was dying from cancer and was sexually assaulted by a guy and both of my grandmother's died in that year so I think all that stress contributed to it. This time it's So ocd again that was triggered on Feb 22 but I was also in the longest Lockdowns in the world stuck in a 5km radius and in a call center job which I hated. Then I lost my grandfather who I loved dearly and was under the pump at work when I noticed the thoughts were starting to come back. So I think stress is the biggest trigger
Internet.
Same 😔
Trauma from getting cancer. I haven’t been the same since.
Pandemic! Probably also my dad dying. I handled it really well at the time, but after he died I totally spiraled into contamination OCD / covid fears. I think I was handling the pandemic the same as everyone else up to that point.
Postpartum and giving birth
MY OCD STORY I’d like to tell you guys my ocd story because why it happened is still a mystery to me. I have never dealt with ocd for my life. I only dealt with some thoughts recently that I would worry about and obsess about but...most of my ocd thoughts would be something that my ex boyfriend would say. For example. My ex boyfriend would say things like, “I’d fuck her” about a random girl. Now I get those thoughts and deal with sexual ocd trying to repress those thoughts. Another thing is my ex used to say weird things about girls younger than him. Way younger, and talk about their body and how they’ve changed so much since the last time they’ve he’s seen them. This caused me to struggle with pocd. Anybody have any thoughts about this? I am not trying to blame him but just wonder if someone else had this experience or can explain what more this experience means for me. My therapist calls these traumatic memories, which I then obsess about.
for those with sexual orientation ocd.. if you are comfortable sharing (and if you remember), what was the moment/person/place/etc. that first triggered your sexual orientation ocd? i’m just genuinely curious and want to see if there are any patterns. for me it was the summer before my freshman year of high school (i am currently 21). i was going to a pride parade with some family friends and was texting a guy that i ended up dating for a while. to be quite frank, he was a total idiot. he asked what was up and i told him that i was going to a pride parade with some friends. his immediate response was “wait does that mean that you are gay??”. i remember that i got this weird sensation of panic after i read that text. and his question like stayed lingering in my mind for longer than it should have. long story short, my sexual orientation ocd really kicked in halfway through my freshman year of high school..but i didn’t realize that that was what it was until about 2 years ago.
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