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- Mike_Playz
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- 5y ago
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- Mike_PlayzMike_Playz
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- 5y ago
I mean 8:45
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- idont241idont241
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- 5y ago
I am scared tho. What if I was always like this and I am just now realizing it? I don’t know. It’s just too hard
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- MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
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- 5y ago
I understand. It's been 10 years for me and I have been too afraid. I've just been avoiding and trying to push through life. I'm really tired of it. I have to try. Just like going on a new diet or exercise plan, you have to know when you're ready. For me, I recently met the girl of my dreams and I feel miserable that I can't pursue her. If this is truly the painful path I have to take, then I'll do it. If I cant, then I'll accept how far I can heal and learn to be celibate. I don't want that though, so I'm gonna try my best. This app allows us at least some support system. We can talk and help each other
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- MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
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- 5y ago
I listened to 20 minutes of it. It's actually good erp to try and listen through these conversations in my opinion. Non OCD related conversation, I don't understand how Conan going on Grinder is not offensive but Logan Paul's joke was. I actually dislike Logan Paul and like Conan, but inconsistency on what is outrageous and what is not is frustrating. Regardless, I'm going to try and take make ERP seriously and read this gay soldiers book
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- Mike_PlayzMike_Playz
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yeah that guest is really biased against Logan or something
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- justtryingmy...
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- 5y ago
i’m watching a youtube video on being bisexual and i’m freaking out omg. this is giving me so much anxiety. she’s saying stuff like “yea i never wanted to kiss a girl or have a relationship with a girl; i just always thought they were pretty” , “for all my life i was attracted to guys and always wanted a boyfriend” and stuff like that. i’m freaking out so much because it sounds A LOT like me. i’ve never seen a girl in that way until my HOCD hit and i’ve ALWAYS loved guys from the time i was little. now i’m doubting everything again. so many things are going on in my mind rn and i’m so confused
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- anotherocd123
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- 5y ago
Okay so I have been struggling with HOCD for so fucking long. I never felt like I had crushes on boys growing up but I wasn’t attracted to girls either (this was through 5th grade). Until 6th grade hit. I remember it like it was yesterday. I had the thought walking up the stairs and it was “You’re lesbian.” And ever since that thought was there and I fought it I have been dealing with all types of OCD ever since (been going on for 7 years). And only this year I found it was OCD. But it’s hard because I don’t know if I’m actually gay or I convinced myself I’m gay because I gave up and gave in. Now whenever I see I pretty girl I feel tingling. And I wanted to prove to myself that I wasn’t a lesbian so I look up pretty pictures of girls with their boobs out and I loved it. And I wanna make out with a girl so intensely. But then at the same I don’t wanna be in a relationship with a girl and I wanna marry a guy and I just desperately wanted to be like by a guy. But I get so horny whenever girls are in bikinis and stuff. But I have OCD and I’m so confused.
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- I.k
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- 2y ago
Denial
I watch a video about the deference between NOCD and denial and i was thinking what if I’m denying and I’m gay but idk if that’s the intrusive thoughts pls someone should explain
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