- Date posted
- 2y ago
Heyyyyyyyy
So I’ve never had a boyfriend and I really want to have a relationship and I want someone to love and care about me, but I have never had my first kiss or even been on a date. My ocd makes me think the reason for that is that I’m gay. I have had crushes on guys but then I even start to doubt those. I’m afraid that once I do get a boyfriend that I won’t like them or be too afraid to get intimate. Which in my head “proves” I’m gay.. I hope you understand what im trying to say But the fact I typed the work gay 3 times is a step in the right direction for me