- Date posted
- 2y
Just wanna vent
So I’m 26 years old and for some reason my mom doesn’t treat me like I’m really worth a conversation. Let me explain the last 24 hours to give you all a better idea, Last night I was sitting in my living room with her and I was in there for over an hour trying to make conversation with her and she blatantly ignored me. To the point where I was like what’s this tv show your watching about ( mind you I don’t have any internet in the show ) And she completely ignores me. Then she starts talking to the tv cause the main character pissed her off and she yelled at the tv screen soI just walked away, And she was like why are you leaving and I just went to my room and maybe like an hour later she comes in my room and lays with my dog but my head was spinning ( currently weaning off my antidepressants )and I told her can you please leave I need to lay down I feel like I’m gonna pass out And she was like no and I said please get out of my bed I’m lightheaded and she says no. Then she’s like “oh well if your gonna make a face then so am I” (Playing the victim) Then today I asked her to wake up my dad for me so I could call him and talk on the phone about something and she refused to wake him up for me and told me to basically Handel it on my own So I couldn’t get in contact with my dad until 2 pm today cause he forgot to turn his phone on. Then earlier my head was spinning and I was nauseous and she calls me into her room and I was like yeah? and she’s telling me her stomach hurts. I’m like ok and I leave like she wants to make it known she doesn’t feel well either ( she always does that ) Oh I almost forgot, Yesterday she was telling me all day she wants the hair vitamins I’m currently on , So I was placing an order on Amazon and I figured let me ask her if she wants the vitamins and I text her but she doesn’t respond and I keep texting her and get no response. Finally I check my living room camera and see her scrolling on her phone intentionally ignoring me , So I asked her through the camera microphones if she wants the vitamins and she barley gives me an answer and proceeds to ignore me again Finally tonight my head wouldn’t stop spinning and I figured maybe if I eat something it’ll stop so I go in my kitchen and there’s nothing like nothing at all and I went to her and was like mom why don’t we have anything like I wish we at least had crackers my heads spinning really bad and she tells me to Go to the store and buy it myself and I tell her I can’t my heads spinning And she comes in my room with this condescending smile and goes “ you have a job you have money get it yourself “ When she left my room I just silently cried Like why are you so cruel? It just hurts me more because she’s not like this with my older sister at all and my mothers told me before she has a very special connection with my sister cause she’s her first born. Just a crappy feeling when even your mother doesn’t think your really worthy of her time or conversation.