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@idont241 you kind of just express what I’m feeling in words . I hate it so much I feel like my brain won’t let me live ... it makes so sad because I always knew the type of woman I wanted to be but now it’s like this whole thing made me confused. Every time I think it’s gonna go away it doesn’t . It literally the first that pops up when I wake up and the last thing when I go to bed and everything in between. I constantly battle with my head and I repeat to myself that I’m a girl every second of the day and it stil tells me I’m not and it’s scary and annoying
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Yeah like I don’t want to be a man and I know that won’t make me happy but every time I do the usual things that I do like my brain questions if I really like it . It’s annoying. I see other women and my brain is like that not you anymore . You can’t be that way . You can’t be a real woman and it’s making me sad
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!!!!!!!!! Yes
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Yes, but I love being a eoman but my ocd thoughts feel like a weird male
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But remember that you are NOT your thoughts
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Yes to all of that! I’m struggling with trans ocd which triggers my sexual orientation ocd but Ughh I just wanna be female again!
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I feel so unworthy of myself
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Im a straight man and sometimes I make the mistake of compulsively getting on here. It’s gotten better but I slip sometimes. I feel like I’m alone in this and I even read on some OCD page that Women are more likely to suffer from this theme than Men. That just makes me feel like I’m in denial of some sort. I feel alone and feel like my intrusive thoughts are different. I know that’s what everyone who has ocd thinks, but I can’t help shake the feeling like what if I’m lying to myself or what if I have some underlying secret. I don’t want to be gay. I find I argue with myself in my head over and over and sometimes by repeating “I don’t want to be gay, I want to be straight” I’ll end up saying the opposite and that would scare me even though I know that It happened because I’m constantly fighting with OCD. Just feeling a bit down today. I had a sexual dream about an ex girlfriend and it felt great and I’m not scared by it. I find and want to be with Women romantically til forever.
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I can't look at 18+ videos, comics, etc. I am straight, but SO-OCD tries to make me think I am not And the thoughts turns to feelings, and makes me scared, uncomfortable, sad, because I know this is not me. And when I try to imagine myself being with the woman on adult videos, and comics, my OCD gives gronal response not at the girl, and it fills me with fear, and anxiety, I always loved, and was attracted to women but I can't and it caused me to be depressed, and I keep ruminating I keep trying to focus on her, but it's so bad that I avoid those all the time now. I am wondering has anyone gone through something like this, or currently is, and wondering how you have done to combat this!
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Hey guys so I have been suffering with sexual ocd due to the fact that I don’t feel that romantic spark with him anymore, I love him and I know I do but I get to much in my thoughts thinking about why can’t I feel that anymore what has changed what if I don’t wanna be with anymore I’ve been with him for 4 years and at first I think it was ROCD but now I started thinking what if I’m into girls now I’ve always been the type to say oh a girl is so pretty or I like this about her but now I feel like every time I see a girl I’m like do I see myself in a relationship with her oh she’s pretty oh I like her voice do I find it attractive and sometimes I do !!! Which is killing me I feel disgust thinking about because what if I secretly am no shame to people who are my sister herself is but I just feel wierd because I wanna be with my husband and feel happy there not with a girl and feel like a man because I see myself in the mirrior and I’m like do I myself being a man do I look lesbian? Do I act lesbian or bi? What if secretly I wanna be a man or I imagine myself being a man in a relationship with a pretty girl and idk what to think
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