i woke up this morning and laid there just thinking. mind was like what if these thoughts are not thoughts and i’m making myself think these things and i’m like why would i think this like what is going on. why now am i sitting here wondering why is this happening.
Bro I think that too sometimes 😭😭😭 like why am I having these thoughts now.. and I never had them before … until anxiety came around …
@Nacio it’s like i know i would never think this way but my mind just try’s every way to make me think i don’t really have OCD and it sucks. that how i was at first it was just anxiety upon anxiety. like i couldn’t get out of bed, i wouldn’t eat, i wouldn’t drink, i was just there stuck in my head all anxious and thoughts racing. i wish i knew back then that this was OCD. good morning tho i hope today is a better day for you!
@ocdhaver22 I haven’t been diagnosed with OCD yet, but sometime I do think what if I don’t have anxiety… mine was fist anxiety what the doctor said..
@Nacio it is such a big possibility tbh. is it your primary care physician? cause my doctor said the thoughts are just thoughts and most doctors don’t know much about mental disorders that well.
@ocdhaver22 My doctor told me to do stuff I like and stay positive 😭😭🤣🤣
@Nacio exactly what mine told me. to stay busy and get out of the house. not to sit with my thoughts. even when i’m out the house i sit with my thoughts.
@ocdhaver22 Yeah haha I don’t think the thoughts go always, it’s crazy though because whenever I’m doing something like driving or hunting my head plays scenario of something going bad, and it scares me and freaks me out
@Nacio the thoughts go away at times but they’re always there like in the back of your mind yk. that’s so scary i’m so sorry that happens!!! i feel that tho i usually think something bad will happen and it sucks. i start panicking all the time and the only way i can ease it is by repeating over in my head that i’m okay and i’m fine and that this is ocd. you got my social media right cause i wanna delete it from that last post.
@ocdhaver22 Oh yeah bro I know … there somewhere oh Yeha somtiems ta hard to think if it’s ocd or something else
@Nacio no literally
@Nacio that’s how i was as well tbh. i kept questioning if it was ocd or if i was actually a monster
@ocdhaver22 Yeah bro I know it’s not depression you know cause im not down or sad you know im happy just scared weird thoughts .
@Nacio no yeah i would def look for a therapist or dr who specializes in ocd. especially someone who can take your insurance as well will help!!
@ocdhaver22 Oh yeah bro but some people have it worst you know ? Like my gf she has depression and anxiety and adhd
@Nacio yeah it sucks having that trifecta
@Nacio i have depression, anxiety, and ocd
You too bro! You doing okay?
@Nacio i’m doing okay just here yk, hbu
@Nacio this disorder makes you feel alone most of the time and it’s kinda hard making friends at times cause ppl don’t really understand what you’re going through yk
Nooo Way bro fr .😭😭😭
@Nacio its all so weird yk
@ocdhaver22 Oh I bet bro I just have anxiety nothing else sacred to get something else 😭
@Nacio that is understandable i hope it is just anxiety as well!!
When I woke up today I got intense feelings of arousal and urges to masturbate and thoughts of this 12 year old kid I’ve seen irl started popping up, idk why it all happened, I can’t tell if I liked it or not. Or if I wanted it or not.
I was sleeping after a very long stressful week at work and life but lately i was worried about myself cause I don't feel bad anymore just numb, I thought I was living and it's fine but I woke up now with jumble of different bad intrusive thoughts that it makes me feel like I'm crazy person it always happen when I'm stressed I guess but I feel like my mind is going crazy and I try to stop my mind from thoughts it's thinking about different things in one minute like idk what's going on Idk how to manage
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