My thoughts are telling me to act on them and to attach feelings to the thoughts when I do it feel so real with feelings like when I see a girl I have to say she beautiful and I don’t get scared but I be having feelings when I say she’s cute as if I rlly mean it fr I hate this help me feel like I’m rlly gay fuckkkkk

Ocd can't turn us gay, if that was the case then homosexuality should be a mental illness and it's not. I'm freaking out because it feels like it's not ocd but we have to be think about how horrible we felt at the beginning and who we were (and still ARE) before this happened. We still obsess over this and that's ocd. My thoughts sometimes say "yeah it's ocd but you're gay/bi" whatever but it can't be. I guess our mind got used to this

U made me feel better thx

No worries :)

You just described how I feel

Omg thank god someone know what I mean, but do u think it’s still ocd in this case

Thank you notfortalk, you helped me out :) I don’t think we can be changed to gay since we were born straight and that’s what’s screwed in our head, and scientifically is impossible to change overnight or anything. I hope it is, EVERYTIME I see a girl I think I like her so to try to accept it I just compliment something about her and say “well yeah she has pretty eyes etc....” and it kind of goes away, but sometimes it doesn’t. I can say that today’s been slightly more survivable than yesterday. And my moods always switch from motivated and feeling like I can do this, to feeling like I can’t

If we think that we can trick our minds into being gay it means we are not. I'm pretty sure if a gay person would our thoughts they would think we are crazy lol. I know you feel because I've been getting all kind of questions in my mind and now it feels like I could actually do it. But I used a harm ocd intrusive thought as an example. As humans we are also able yo physically hurt other poeple doesn't mean WE ARE GOING TO. We could also be able to kiss someone of the same sex, doesn't mean WE ARE GOING TO. This is just ocd, just like poeple with harm ocd have urges about hurting others, we feel these urges. But this is just ocd. Because if it was we wouldn't have aggressive urges