- Username
- katia
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Ocd can't turn us gay, if that was the case then homosexuality should be a mental illness and it's not. I'm freaking out because it feels like it's not ocd but we have to be think about how horrible we felt at the beginning and who we were (and still ARE) before this happened. We still obsess over this and that's ocd. My thoughts sometimes say "yeah it's ocd but you're gay/bi" whatever but it can't be. I guess our mind got used to this
U made me feel better thx
No worries :)
You just described how I feel
Omg thank god someone know what I mean, but do u think it’s still ocd in this case
Thank you notfortalk, you helped me out :) I don’t think we can be changed to gay since we were born straight and that’s what’s screwed in our head, and scientifically is impossible to change overnight or anything. I hope it is, EVERYTIME I see a girl I think I like her so to try to accept it I just compliment something about her and say “well yeah she has pretty eyes etc....” and it kind of goes away, but sometimes it doesn’t. I can say that today’s been slightly more survivable than yesterday. And my moods always switch from motivated and feeling like I can do this, to feeling like I can’t
If we think that we can trick our minds into being gay it means we are not. I'm pretty sure if a gay person would our thoughts they would think we are crazy lol. I know you feel because I've been getting all kind of questions in my mind and now it feels like I could actually do it. But I used a harm ocd intrusive thought as an example. As humans we are also able yo physically hurt other poeple doesn't mean WE ARE GOING TO. We could also be able to kiss someone of the same sex, doesn't mean WE ARE GOING TO. This is just ocd, just like poeple with harm ocd have urges about hurting others, we feel these urges. But this is just ocd. Because if it was we wouldn't have aggressive urges
i’m so stuck right now , this does not feel like ocd. my thoughts keep telling me “just come out and be like all those other people”. i hate these thoughts and everything feels so real. i feel like i’m just questioning my sexuality and i don’t want to. this does not feel like ocd it feel so so real. ugh i’m so confused and scared
It’s like I get anxiety towards any girl now. This feeling of First, thinking they are pretty Then, getting these series of emotions I can’t describe but there’s a hole in my stomach Last, Anxiety. A lot of anxiety. Feels like I want to *date* them These “attractions” feel so real. Like in actually gay. It’s like nothing can convince I am not anymore. It feels too real. And when I see hot guys, i Can just acknowledge they are hot now. Nothing else. I really just want to cry. It feels as if I was always like this. But for some reason it feels like I lost a part of myself. Like I lost my interest in guys. . I’ll never be with a woman, but I don’t think I’ll ever even be with a guy. The only thing I feel is anxiety. They feel too real for ocd to be behind this all, for this to just not be... real.
Why do I feel doubtful like if I get intrusive thoughts it bothers me but when I say like my thoughts don’t defy me and I know I’m straight I get like a weird panic attack and feel doubtful even writing this makes me feel doubtful but I know what I am and I know what I want and know who I want to be with now I feel doubtful but I don’t like this feeling it makes me sad can anyone relate ???
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