- Date posted
- 2y ago
exhausted
i want to sit with the discomfort i dont want to follow my rituals but i cant do it it feels so wrong i have the consistent feeling that something bad will happen like my grades getting worse or that something embarrassing will happen to me or that my bf is cheating on me. i just want assurance that none of this will happen. on the one hand i know it wouldn’t happen but on the other hand what if it does? this freaks me out i want this to stop im 18 and i can’t live my life like i want to because of ocd this is exhausting