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- 2y
Feel suicidal because no one understands me
Family tell me to just stop all the time, partners furious because of my relationship ocd. I’m met with no understanding and I just feel like everyone’s better off without me
Family tell me to just stop all the time, partners furious because of my relationship ocd. I’m met with no understanding and I just feel like everyone’s better off without me
Thank you everyone I really do appreciate your kind words, they have helped me today
We're not better off without you. You have purpose here and people who would rather see you recover than cut your life short 🤎
❤️
We’re your NOCD family and we’re telling you to keep going. Even when you want to give up, you have to keep going. You are loved and appreciated. The world needs you.
That’s not true! You deserve to be happy and feel loved ❤️ we understand what it’s like and we’re right by your side on this journey.
Strenght for you
I hope you know you’re loved by many people, you haven’t experienced some of ur best moments. Remember that everything is temporary including those really bad moments in life , it’ll get better even though it feels like it wont
I have OCD, but my parents don’t understand what I’m going through. All I wanted was for someone to be by my side and support me, but they dismiss my struggles, telling me to "just stop thinking" and that I’m making a big deal out of nothing. When I asked for a new therapist because my current one isn’t helping—she isn’t even an OCD specialist—they became angry and didn't believe I need therapy and instead blame me for everything. My father was so mad, he insist to gave me a knife and kill myself. He threatened to isolate me completely, cutting me off from school, the internet, and everything else. My mom cried and shut me down when I tried to explain my pain. They refuse to listen and my dad said it’s all my fault. That day they threw me outside the house for a night, and called me back in telling me to forget everything and forgive them, but I understood that I will not be able to mention anything about my mental health or seeing an OCD specialist ever again, I am completely alone now. With no financial support, and now I don’t know if I’ll ever get the proper therapy I need. I’m only 15, but it feels like I’ll be trapped in this suffering forever, I feel hopeless, I feel like shit, I am going to suffer forever with no support and help.
I’m really down and don’t have anyone i feel i can turn to. I’m just so tired of living as myself. I hate who i love with including myself. I feel so worthless. Having ocd on top of it makes me feel like im just a waste of space. I dont know how to stop feeling this way. Or if i deserve to. That’s all :(
WHY is it so bad?? who was gonna tell me 16 was just DREAD, my ocd has flared up worse than ever and i can’t go to therapy weekly anymore. im getting worse and i can’t do it. I just want to give up.
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