- Username
- EmmettMcCoy23
- Date posted
- 319d ago
- Magical Thinking OCD
is this magical thinking ocd?
hi, my name is Emmett, (nonbinary-they/them-autistic). real life i struggle with contamination ocd, but i think online, i'm constantly worried about what people will think of me as a person, i obsess over spelling mistakes and intrusive thoughts pop into my head whenever im typing something and I'm compelled to delete words and write them again even if they are spelled correctly. it got to the point where i was constantly deleting my social media accounts and even emails and making new ones ๐ this is pretty embarrassing for me to confess but i recently already made an account on here and even made my first post on here about my contamination ocd, someone even replied an gave pretty good advice about too. but, not realizing the account was tied to my old email that i was deleting not out of compulsion but because it had my dead-name attached to it, i think i ended up accidentally deleting my account on here, and it reminded me of my past compulsions, so i'm making this post because i finally had enough with this, do i have magical thinking ocd?? or is this something else???