OCD can be so overwhelming. I feel powerless sometimes. My emotions and feelings take over and I feel like I’ve lost control of my life. I doubt myself and obsess about past feelings and future worries. I can never be present and whenever I’m in the moment it’s not great either because that’s when the very intrusive thoughts come in.
It’s crazy how ocd is so similar in people like this is exactly it. I’m used to trying to explain it to people and eventually I just said if you look up the true definition you will see what we deal with. I’m sorry you deal with this too.
my ocd has really been taking its toll on me lately. i feel completely unloved by God. i use to feel it, but now i just kinda feel a hole. i talk to Him everyday, and read devotionals. i spend time with Him. i just can’t feel Him. i know a relationship with God isn’t based on feelings, but on faith. i guess my faith is running a bit low. i’m just tired and my thoughts get worse. it’s like a roller coaster.
My OCD has never been this strong, it's so real, it feels like it will never go away, it's never been this strong for me and it's very scary.
Don't panic, you're still the same girl, your OC gives you a lot of intrusive thoughts that aren't you and that disgust you and scare you and that you don't want and that you don't think are true, and your OC gives you the false feelings.Also, don't forget that whatever comes to mind, whatever intrusive thoughts you have and whatever you feel, is all yours.
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