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I just moved to a new city so I am in a single apartment all by myself. My feelings have sapped any goals I have for myself. My parents aren’t supportive of me going through this at all. They just tell me to get tough. I don’t know where to turn to and feel like my world is crumbling down
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I’m in the same boat. Try meds.
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How long have you been in therapy? Are you seeing an OCD specialist or is it regular talk therapy? Are you doing ERP? I’m sorry you’re under so much stress right now! Panic attacks suck and can be very disruptive to everyday life. Is there any way you can work less hours for awhile? How’s your diet? Are you working out? How’s your sleep hygiene? There’s lots of little things that individually might seem silly but can add up to help a lot.
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I just started the job. My diet is good but I’m not having a great appetite. I don’t sleep well. With the hrs I prob will have to stop therapy bc I literally have no time. And hopefully I can workout when I can. I’m always good about that
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Keep going to therapy! Even if you can only make it work every few weeks or once a month. I think you should incorporate mindfulness and progressive muscle relaxation into your every day routine. I also think a bed time routine where you drink some warm decaf tea, stay off of your phone, and relax for awhile before bed would help. Not sure what your breaks look like at work, but walking outside or meditating could be useful. As well as that progressive muscle relaxation again. Mindfulness throughout the day is key. I hope you can take time on the weekends to do things you enjoy, unwind, spend time with friends and family, and do any therapy homework you get. Im so sorry you’re schedule is this terrible right now. It will make life harder! But piece my piece is can be managed. And once you’re in a routine, staying occupied all day may be a great distraction from anxiety.
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Piece by piece*
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I need an intensive program but right now I can’t afford it with time or $
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Is there a support group near you? It might be helpful to talk to people suffering from the same thing. I’m sorry you’re so alone right now. And I’m sorry your parents aren’t supportive. I hope you know that so many people on hear experience and feel the same things. And it’s really hard. It sounds like your world just changed a lot. New city, new apartment, new job. Give it some time. Meet new people. Work st yourself. Changes like this take awhile to settle in and start working. In the mean time, cut yourself some slack. You’re actually doing a great job. You have a job and an apartment and you’re doing what you can with the little free time you have.
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money is my motivation and i have fun doing my job
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I understand they take awhile but I have been suffering for 3 years now. I do not see a light at the end. I see myself suffering even worse. I’m in training phase of my job so I’m not even making really any $. Do you know of any wellness group out there or some type of program?
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Not sure what you mean by wellness group. But maybe these resources could help: https://iocdf.org/ocd-finding-help/supportgroups/online-and-phone-ocd-support-groups/
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I don’t have much of a support system outside of my bf, so I find myself here a lot. I think I just need to vent, so forgive me if I do this too often. It helps to have a community of people who truly understand. I haven’t felt this debilitated by mental illness in months. There has to be some explanation, maybe it’s hormonal, because I feel like I’ve completely lost myself. The panic hits in waves, sudden and overwhelming, like my head is submerged in lava, burning and suffocating. Then, for a brief moment, I feel almost normal and wonder what all the fear was about. But it never lasts. The chaos always comes back. I even considered going to the ER because I’m not sure I can trust myself anymore. Something has to be wrong, because this isn’t me. My life isn’t perfect, but it’s not unbearable either. Since I withdrew from school, I’ve been so much less stressed that even my cycle, which has been irregular for years, has somehow regulated itself. But even with that, I feel like a failure. I was one semester away from finishing, so close, but OCD hit me harder than it ever has. It felt like drowning, gasping for air, reaching for something solid, only to be dragged under again and again. Now, I feel like that again, but worse. I feel hollow, like something is wrong with me at my core. I don’t just feel sad; I feel broken. I break down into uncontrollable sobs every few hours, and I don’t even know why. I just know that whatever is happening, OCD is taking full advantage of how vulnerable I feel. Is this what MDD feels like? Everyone tells me I have it, and it’s been confirmed by my psych, my pcp, and my therapist, but I still can’t seem to fully see it. I don’t know how to separate what’s OCD from what might be another disorder. I’m sorry to anyone also going through such a hard time, my heart goes out to you 🤍
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I don’t know what I can do. I guess this is more of a depression thing than OCD but who knows. I have been battling this ongoing war within myself for years now and it’s been affecting my academic performance. situation of mine right now: I haven’t done a lot of work for my classes this month and I feel like I’m going to fail the semester again. I don’t know what it is but I can never seem to begin any work. I know I am capable but why can’t I get myself to start? why has this been going on for so long? I don’t understand. I have a history of good grades back in high school before I turned 17. I don’t even know how to describe it. it’s like I’ve been paralyzed and cannot do any work. but I can somehow do offside tasks like pinterest boards or random youtube videos. if I get rid of those, what do I do? I end up sleeping. because I’m tired. I have a low vitamin D deficiency & have been trying to get energy. I’m at a loss. I also bought unnecessary stuff on sunday when I went out with my family. I bought some things for the kids and I ended up buying myself a dress and a few accessories. now I have to work extra to gain that money back doing uber eats because I need it asap. it’s like I don’t want to work, for now. my coworkers who are around my age don’t work as much & I think to myself, “wow, they must be getting in the work done” meanwhile I’m working 3 days a week (which isn’t much) and attending school. I feel like if I change my schedule again, I’ll ruin it for the rest of my driver coworkers. I’m in a lead position at work so having to put on a mask is quite tiring. there’s so much I want to say that I don’t think it will fit in this post. I have booked a mental health session with a school counselor. all I want at the moment is to have my own place and be in a better mental state to take care of my cats. they mean a lot to me but this stupid ass undiagnosed mental issue is getting in the way. sorry for the long rant. I am tired.
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I’ve recently been struggling a lot with OCD. I have had OCD for a long time I just didn’t realize it until more recently. About seven months ago I developed panic attacks one day randomly at work. I thought I was having a heart attack and went to the hospital where they told me it was just a panic attack and I assumed I would snap out and be better within a few days. However it didn’t. Here’s where it gets scary, I was staying at my then boyfriends house while dealing with blurry vision, anxiety attacks everyday, and more (unsure of what was going on). But at some point I saw my bfs (pew pew 🔫) on his table and it sent me into an anxiety attack after sudden thoughts that I was going to hurt myself with it. I begged him to put it away when I’m not looking so I didn’t know where he put it. He did. These thoughts lasted for about four days but began to go away. (I thought that was it and I would be back to normal). Unfortunately though I ended up moving back in with my family when we couldn’t get my panic attacks under control in time for me to get back to work and pay bills. However, coming home brought up a lot of trauma from when I was kid. My anxiety got worse but I didn’t have those thoughts again. About two and half months ago though, I got sick and went to the hospital where they gave me steroid pills and a steroid shot but sent me into some kind of psychiatric event. Ever since then though, I have been suffering from harm OCD, I have had moments of intense anger that I usually have to completely walk away and go on my own because of how intense they are, and it feels like it’s getting worse. Today I felt fine until about and hour and half ago where I started to dwell on the fact that my suicidal thought was influenced by my OCD and at the moment my OCD is at the worst it’s been. This caused me to get suddenly really depressed and I started crying thinking about how I can’t handle this. I then saw a post talking about how suicide rates are high for people with this form of OCD and it made me question if I am mentally strong enough to pull through this. I fear that at times I’m getting worse. I have good days but I have a lot of bad days. Unfortunately this sent me into such a bad panic attack I went over to my nanas crying about how I can’t deal with this. I took a 0.25 mg Xanax which helped calm down the panic attack portion of it but my brain is still uncomfortably active. I guess I just need hope. I’m so saddened by this. It’s like my life took a total 360 in 10 months and got even worse since the steroid shot. Idk what to do about it. I can’t stop the spiral. I talk to two different therapist weekly and start more next week, making it 5 times a week. I feel no improvements…
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