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How does one move on from having intrusive thoughts and feelings?
How does one move on from having intrusive thoughts and feelings?
Practice accepting the thoughts. Acceptance doesn’t mean agreement though, it’s simply just acknowledging that you’re having the thought but you’re choosing not to engage with them.
@blazed How about the false attractions??? I see any pretty girl and my brain automatically goes like you like her? Imagine you date her
@Anonymous Do the same thing. Whenever I get false attraction to girls I’m just like “that’s great but idc, thanks for letting me know tho 😀👍”. 💀
@blazed yep I try:( I get so scared to date a guy and get married to him. I feel like I’m being a fraud and suppressing my true self :( what if it lasts years and never goes away… idk what to do especially when false attraction won’t ago. Is it real attraction or false? I want to be straight so bad. Why does my mind keep telling me bisexuality will suit me better? I don’t even have anxiety sometimes but still get false attractions ….. 🥹 sorry for the rant I’m so lonely
@Anonymous Everything you said is exactly what I experience too 🥲✋ just by telling me this I know it’s classic OCD; doubting yourself and wanting a concrete answer. Anything OCD tells you is irrelevant bc the content of your thoughts doesn’t matter—even your brain doesn’t understand it’s meaning; its logical response is turned off since its only focused on protecting you from harm. That’s why you can’t reason with OCD. I know how hard it is to navigate this theme but you’re never alone in this. You aren’t your thoughts and it’ll never dictate who you are 🫶🏽
@blazed Thank you 🥹 how long have you been suffering this theme … I never had a bf either and I have so many random crushes so now I feel like it’s including girls also
@Anonymous I’ve had this theme for over a year now. I haven’t had any irl relationships either but I always wanted a bf too ☹️ I don’t really experience false attraction anymore, but my attraction for men vanished for a long time
@blazed Omg a year ?? I can’t handle this theme for a year? How old are u if you don’t mind? Is ur attraction to only men back? How did you deal w the false attraction. Sorry so many qs!
@Anonymous It’s okay! I’m 19 now but I had OCD at 9/10. Unfortunately no, my attraction is slowly coming back but it’s still pretty faded rn. As for the false attraction, I started experiencing it towards one of my friends who I saw quite often. It was uncomfortable, but instead of avoiding her I continued spending time her and lived my life regardless. I also didn’t avoid attractive women on social media and whenever I started feeling triggered, I would lean into the discomfort and agree with the thoughts like saying she’s hot, pretty, beautiful etc. It was true that they were good-looking and that’s what scared me lol. But I learned that there’s different types of attraction, not only romantic or sexual!
@blazed You are so young 🥹 yeah my false attractions are legit everywhere and to any pretty female … how long have you been doing erp? I’m working w NOCD and it’s expensive as shit and I feel like it’s not working 😢
@Anonymous 🥲 how old are you now? I hope things get better with ERP, it’s such a challenge and I know, it’s so costly :( what kind of exposures do you have planned on your hierarchy? And I’ve been doing ERP for a few months. At first I felt discouraged bc it didn’t feel like it was working too but now I’m feeling better. It takes some time to get there so I wouldn’t worry too much about it
@blazed I’m scared it’s gonna make me convert to being bi and accept it?? Sometimes the false attractions are still there but no anxiety or dismcomfort so it makes it seem like I want it. I’m 24 gonna be 25 soon. Wasted 4 years of my life from COVID. How long have you been doing erp. My hierarchy is diff cus I have two themes (harm ocd and now SOOCD) and idk my triggers are … :(
@Anonymous I’m so sorry, you’ve been struggling for a long time 🥺 and that’s so interesting bc I had harm OCD and SOOCD at the same time too! I got over harm OCD though, and now I’m left with SOOCD but it’s difficult to tackle. For your triggers, you’ve mentioned that seeing attractive women makes you uncomfortable, so that’s one trigger. Perhaps you find the pride and bi flag triggering too? What about seeing lesbian couples and coming out stories? It can be tricky to identify your triggers, so I suggest thinking about what upsets you and causes and this theme pop up and feel worse.
@blazed Yeah… like I keep getting false attraction and I would see sorryyy girl and tell myself I’m attracted to her or I’m bisexual and it feels so real. When I say I’m straight it doesn’t sound right? Does this ever go away? Won’t erp make me accept I’m bisexual? I wanna be straight badly but idk how one gets rid of false attraction.
@blazed Like I still get attracted to boys but wonder why it’s forward girls now… are they actually false ugh? What if I’m being denial
@Anonymous No ERP helps rewire your brain so it no longer sees these thoughts and feelings as a threat. Acceptance is about acknowledging that the thoughts don’t mean anything, and still allowing it to be present with you in the moment. With OCD you also have to accept that you won’t know bc OCD is never satisfied with any answer you give it. So that’s why it doesn’t feel genuine when you say you’re straight, bc OCD is constantly doubting it. It doesn’t feel right for me either so you’re not alone. I chose to go unlabelled bc that’s how I lean into the uncertainty and not give OCD what it wants; certainty.
@blazed Thank you ♥️ when I don’t label myself it makes me feel like I’m “ open” to any genders because I’m bi? My brain won’t and now is making think and feel that liking one gender is wrong that I can like two….
@Anonymous You’re welcome! 🩷 and I know how you feel; it’s like you’re giving up your identity and are becoming the very thing you fear. That’s bc OCD isn’t used to you being uncertain, so it’ll act up in all sorts of ways. But the key is to ignore it and live your life as if you don’t have OCD.
@blazed I understand!! But idk how to date a guy when I constantly feel like I’m a fraud.. and my mind tells me I’m bisexual and the false attractions 😫😫😫😫
@Anonymous Date a guy anyway! Do the opposite of what OCD tells you. Do it scared. You never know what may happen.
the feelings are the most difficult to me
What's a piece of advice you give when someone has constantly intrusive thoughts and ruminations that won't stop? Interested to see what you tell others.....more on this when I see some replies!!!
I need advice for intrusive thoughts. I used to feel like I could handle them. They weren’t nearly as bad as the things that related to my actual life. But now, I’m suffering. I haven’t had a sexual experience in over a year that didn’t involve constant intrusive thoughts. Most are somehow related to kids and I keep chasing off the thoughts but it’s so bad. I know you’re supposed to ignore them but I don’t know how I can just ignore that and continue what I’m doing. But they’re coming on stronger. I had one earlier I could not get rid of just as things finished so the thought came on strongly just before my orgasm hit and now I feel absolutely disgusting. I hated the thought and I know it’s not me and it was not enjoyable but it still feels like I was getting off to it. I feel sick. I’m so fucking tired of these thoughts. They’re in my every day life too and it’s all the time. I just want it to stop but ignoring it feels so wrong. What should I do?
Hi Everyone! I hope whoever is reading this is having a good day so far :) So for years now I’ve had very bad intrusive thoughts about things that I have done or embarrassing things that I’ve said or have happened and it’s mortifying and debilitating on a daily basis. Specifically these thoughts are mainly things that have occurred from 2018-2020 and some are more simple just as a stupid joke I made or being way too loud on calls while my family was trying to sleep and others being way more complex such as past relationships and how I’ve hurt some of the people I care the most about and when I have acted on intrusive thoughts and these thoughts will appear with no triggers at all I’ll just wake up and already have something I did just nagging me. I don’t want to live like this anymore and I’ve tried working through it with self compassion but sometimes the things I said or did back then it’s very hard to forgive myself for and I’ll reminisce on it for hours on hours, gaslight myself into believing that’s not how it happened and try to change the memory itself, or just suppress it entirely. I know those habits aren’t healthy and truly I want to get better but I don’t know how to overcome some of these thoughts. I have talked to my fiancé about this a few times and even today we talked about it and he fully supports me and is helping me work through it. I might also contact my sister too, I don’t talk to her overly too much but ever since I was little she’s thought I’ve had ocd and was one of the people who made me consider that I might have it (I’m still undiagnosed but I’ll try to when I have the money and time) and I know she could maybe provide some insight. Another thing that is troublesome about the situation is my other family members specifically my mom aren’t the most helpful and can trigger thoughts. To put it in perspective on how her thought process is and some background info she is an ER nurse and has been for 30 years due to this she believes she knows mainly everything there is about mental health and she gets extremely upset when I don’t take her advice or set boundaries. She’ll force me to talk to her about my problems and when I don’t want to she’ll pin me in a corner where I’m forced to and last summer I had a really bad episode and was really overstimulated and I just finished taking a shower and due to the water on me, my hair being wet (my hair is naturally curly and it takes forever to dry and it’s very draining taking care of even with a keratin treatment) and all the intrusive thoughts I was having and she forced me to talk to her and I did open up for the first time about my thoughts and brought up how sometimes I have thoughts of hurting my animals and it makes me physically sick. Her response to this was threatening to call the cops on me saying it was a behavioral thing and I was doing it for attention. I have never hurt any of my animals but later that day my cat came into my room and a few minutes later she comes up just gives me the death stare and after a few seconds just asks me “are you going to go kill snickers?” In the most condescending tone and she’s always like this daily where she’ll force advice onto me or get upset and yell and then reinforce thoughts I’m having. I just want to know first how to stop the thoughts from so frequently and how to heal in an environmental where it keeps reopening wounds despite trying to place boundaries? I’m sorry this is really long I usually do go really in detail about things and it’s just how I’ve always been. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask and I’ll answer them to the best of my ability. I really appreciate the time you took to read this and thank you for your help! 🥰
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