- Date posted
- 1y ago
How to calm down during new OCD manifestation?
The other night I was with a friend and we were laughing and messing around with this shirt clamper thingy that sinches the waist of oversized clothes. Tired, I put it on my eyes jokingly as if I could “Sinch my face” but it gave me this feeling that my OCD has been playing on repeat. I think that this ties into some overarching character my OCD likes to play: a fear and want to control the way my body sits and moves at all times. I’ve experienced obsessive physical compulsions in many painful places, but never in my eyes to the extent I am now. It’s like I got this feeling that if I don’t hold my eyes exactly the right way, they might roll in and make me appear scary and deformed. I know it’s stupid, and irrational, but because it makes me feel afraid I think it’s playing on repeat and I want to isolate because of this new anxiety. Any tips on how to calm ourselves down when we are scared of developing new OCD manifestations? I have been doing well and I am scared.