- Date posted
- 2y
Bad day
Have felt absolutely fu**ed this week… have gone back to old habits of confessing things to my partner, 3x in one week! After we literally broke up because I used to make him read like essay type paragraphs of confessions. And needed “forgiveness”… I’m really angry at myself for doing this to him, and for doing compulsions that I know literally fuel the ocd. It’s just hard when you feel like you’ve done something wrong by your partner, and feel a need to confess. Just a reminder that confessing doesn’t help, ocd will always play more tricks on you and it’s keeping the ocd alive. I need to start doing more ERP everyday and not confessing again. Hope someone else in this app understands…