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@Overcomer123 I stuck to the name I had chose and literally didn’t tell a soul until I took my baby home from the hospital because I knew hearing anyone else’s comments would only make it harder. He’s 2 now and I still have days where I cry over his name because my ocd tells me I made a mistake and gave him a horrible name at one point I though about having it legally changed and what if he gets made fun of but I know it’s just the ocd talking. In the grand scheme of things I know a name is not a big enough deal to make a difference in his life. He’s amazing and he’s gonna do great things. Now that I see his little personality growing I couldn’t imagine him being named anything different ❤️ your child isn’t really concerned about surface things like a name. They just want to be loved and treated good. Hang in there and keep your head up. Things are gonna get better I promise, I’ve been where you’re at.

@trapped At times i feel like Im doing better to and then it just comes back all over again. I cannot stop wondering if it’s my ocd or if i truly don’t like the name.