star1232
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- 1y
Roses2021Roses2021
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 1y
Mine started in 8th grade when I learned what being gay was and remembered weird things I did in my childhood. Panic attacks for years and even “came out” to my family cause I didn’t understand what was going on 🤷🏼♀️
star1232star1232
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- 1y
@Roses2021 What were those weird things ?
Roses2021Roses2021
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 1y
@star1232 Like innocent childhood experimentation, seeing naked bodies for the first time and being like woahhhh lol
star1232star1232
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@Roses2021 You can send your what’s app to talk
star1232star1232
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@Roses2021 What kind of porn u have watched ?
UncertainOtter104UncertainOtt...
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- 1y
Mine started when I was in high school and I was sitting next to my best friend at the time and I had the thought “you should kiss her” and it freaked me out.
pengunaranja pengunaranja
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- 1y
Well i has SO OCD when i was like 11 y/o, it started with a dteam of me and my friend kissing, after that i had like 1 year with it, quarantine started and i got better, i lived normally and then it turned into me liking my mom, recovered from that one, got with my boyfriend, 1 year with him now, SO OCD came back after remembering what happened when i was 11 y/o and started with they fear of thinking i liked her again (it then changed and turned into they fear and feeling of me liking other girls i saw), now it's justo they feeling (of fear ig) that i like woman ;)
gp gp
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- 1y
I was 25, with no history/thoughts/reasons to think about wether I was straight or not. Had a bad bout of ROCD, with the thought “you feel nothing/not enough for her”. Instantly lost libido and everything. After months of obsessively figuring out why, the thought “you must be gay” jumped in. That was nearly 8 years ago. Still not recovered. So convincing the feelings and thoughts. But how does one get to 25, know who they are, then out of the blue become obsessed? Makes zero sense.
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How did your so-ocd feel when it started?
For me it was a weird intrusive thought and after that I slowly started developing anxiety and I felt a weird thing like I was losing my attraction to girls. Then I woke up one day in complete panic cuz it felt like I had lost feelings for girls suddenly and I started searching online how to know if you’re gay if sexuality changes suddenly and I took some gay tests or sexuality tests online. Chat gpt was a big thing back then too. That was before therapy and before I knew what ocd is.Can anyone relate?
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