Help I’m desperate

@Someone99 I don’t know, I hope with all my life that I haven’t, just that I was very intoxicated walking home and struggle to remember most of it however the longer it’s gone on I’ve started to think I have

@Someone99 Thankyou for your comment I will try my best, I feel as though my memory is so confused now from going over the night so many times

@Someone99 It’s so hard, it’s already been a year since this ‘night’ where I feel I done it and everyday I don’t want to wake up, I haven’t got an ocd diagnosis either so that’s confusing, yeah do you have similar themes or totally different?

@Someone99 Oh yours so horrific too, that must be awful for you, mines linked to alcohol though and the next day and all the feelings for the next couple of months were horrific it literally felt like I done it but the only thing was nothing came of it, but the feelings were I done it, I feel like even owning up to it all or going to prison, or seeing a therapist

@Someone99 Oh yours so horrific too, that must be awful for you, mines linked to alcohol though and the next day and all the feelings for the next couple of months were horrific it literally felt like I done it but the only thing was nothing came of it, but the feelings were I done it, I feel like even owning up to it all or going to prison, or seeing a therapist

@Someone99 Thankyou🙌

@Someone99 I’ve gone to thinking I didn’t blackout but I knew what I done and pretended to not remember to save myself and avoid the consequences

@Someone99 @Someone99 I’ve gone to thinking I didn’t blackout but I knew what I done and pretended to not remember to save myself and avoid the consequences

@Someone99 Yes that’s it

@Someone99 Been over a year and the feeling haven’t gone so I guess so too

@Someone99 No I done it to a stranger walking by late one night

@Someone99 No I’ve not been contacted or seen anything from that night come up but I believe I did it, I had a scratch on my knuckle and a little cut on my stomach