- Date posted
- 1y
My heart is pounding again
I feel like people don’t want to encourage me. I mean I know you guys encourage me but people that I have known for years don’t encourage me
I feel like people don’t want to encourage me. I mean I know you guys encourage me but people that I have known for years don’t encourage me
I'm sorry if you feel alone. It's hard to want to work forward without encouragement from loved ones. But we are all here for you
@Wetsocks23 Thank you I’m glad I have all of you 💕❤️🙂
We are here for u! I know how it feels to not be able to talk to loved ones about this subject. But we all understand!
We all are here for you, and we all relate because we struggle in similar yet different ways. I pray often for you as you ask. :-) Remember, it's our reaction to the thoughts that we can change. I'd really like to encourage you to learn more about your value as a child of God.
Told my close friend about how I think I have harm ocd and showed a video describing her experience with it so I wouldn’t have to share mine. Told him how when I see the number 22 I get paranoid that I’ll harm someone, and he gave me advice to go to a psychiatrist then left me on read after we were having a conversation prior. I’m so scared to open up to people about it and now I don’t think I will again.
I cannot help but feel exhausted as I go through life. It feels like I've lost the spark in me. And I'm pushing myself for no cause.
I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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