dee012
- Date posted
- 1y
pocd
I wake up and immediately groinal responses and intrusive thoughts. I hate this. I just want to live normally. I don’t trust myself at all, im convinced im a p.
Sandyforest76Sandyforest76
- Date posted
- 1y
It’s hard I understand but you need to see that if you are getting this distressed off it then it’s obvious your not! If you see videos of P’s online they have no remorse, they want to keep it a secret, they know it’s wrong but they don’t care they still go through with it! You can’t help what comes into your mind, the fact how you get distressed by these thoughts shows a lot! And if you don’t get distressed, they are unwanted and that is the one way of getting OCD to go, know they are unwanted and they don’t mean anything and get the anxiety to go by sitting with it! Good luck :)
BwillbebetterBwillbebetter
- Date posted
- 1y
Thank you for your post, I still find it so difficult to talk about POCD. I also suffer a lot from intrusive thoughts, groinal responses and even dreams. Now I'm much better, I hope that as time passes this will improve more and more, as will the treatment. I hope you get well soon, good luck!
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