- Username
- dee012
- Date posted
- 30w ago
pocd
I wake up and immediately groinal responses and intrusive thoughts. I hate this. I just want to live normally. I don’t trust myself at all, im convinced im a p.
- Username
- Sandyforest76Sandyforest76
- Date posted
- 30w ago
It’s hard I understand but you need to see that if you are getting this distressed off it then it’s obvious your not! If you see videos of P’s online they have no remorse, they want to keep it a secret, they know it’s wrong but they don’t care they still go through with it! You can’t help what comes into your mind, the fact how you get distressed by these thoughts shows a lot! And if you don’t get distressed, they are unwanted and that is the one way of getting OCD to go, know they are unwanted and they don’t mean anything and get the anxiety to go by sitting with it! Good luck :)
- Username
- BwillbebetterBwillbebetter
- Date posted
- 30w ago
Thank you for your post, I still find it so difficult to talk about POCD. I also suffer a lot from intrusive thoughts, groinal responses and even dreams. Now I'm much better, I hope that as time passes this will improve more and more, as will the treatment. I hope you get well soon, good luck!
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- Username
- dee012
- Date posted
- 35w ago
pocd
everytime I see a kid or anything about a kid is mentioned then boom here come groinal responses that feel like genuine arousal and a whole bunch of thoughts telling me im a p. I genuine feel like I am one. I feel like this isn’t ocd. My anxiety has gone down tremendously so it seems as if im only ASHAMED of this. Which p’s can be also. I just want peace. I don’t want to be a p. Even my brain is like “just do it so u can have the label permanently “ like no I don’t want to do that but this all feels so real:( I hate the groinal responses they won’t go away
- Username
- dee012
- Date posted
- 35w ago
pocd
constant groinals and intrusive thoughts. the groinal responses are so bad and strong i feel the urge to m-sturbate to make it go away. the groinals literally don’t go away and get worse unless I do that. I hate my life i feel so gross and i want to not be here anymore
- Username
- dee012
- Date posted
- 33w ago
pocd
the minute I wake up it’s like a sense of impending doom. I immediately get thoughts like “ur a p, im a p, it’s inevitable, ur hiding behind an ocd mask” and it feels so real. I also get groinal responses and everything feels so real, like I AM ONE. and sometimes im too tired to even stop the thoughts so it just keeps going and my body and brain feels like it agrees and im just a p. idk what to do:(
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