My father just told me that I’m a bad daughter to him, and in our religion I didn’t get my parents validation, I will go to hell no matter what, so why bother live if I’m going to hell no matter what good I do?
Hey it’s going to be okay, this might seem pretty big in the moment, but his opinion of you isn’t that powerful if you don’t let it bother you or shape the beauty God made you with. Nothing is worth killing yourself over because this life is a gift, and you are too precious to be dead yet. No one’s validations is as important as what you think of and believe about yourself, please remember that. You are always going to stick with yourself, so your opinion should be the highest on the totem pole. You are not going to hell if you don’t receive someone else’s validation, please do not believe something so rash, you can always change religion and not choose to have rules dictate your life rather than pure love. And if you want to find that in totality, you could learn more about the life of Jesus and how he’s changed so many lives and be open to surrendering your life to him. I am a Christian and want Jesus to help me the most but it’s hard to do I’ll admit, but is better than wallowing in my sadness and feeling terrible about things I can’t change. He will help get rid of these awful thoughts I’d you let him. Believe you are going to succeed, and you will. Hang in there 🩷🩷
Jesus loves you.
Please don’t. validation from others is not your worth.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Those thoughts are so difficult to go through, I hear you and I'm listening.
And if you're really thinking about it, please call a crisis hotline. It's completely anonymous and they won't try to find you or even keep track of your phone number. I've used a crisis number before, and I can verify, all they are here for is listening in this moment
im scared. I keep compulsively praying for bad things or death on the people I love. I don’t understand why. It doesn’t make anything better. I’m scared that these prayers count. I seal them as I do with most of my prayers in Jesus name and with a double amen. I’m scared God will want to teach me a lesson and make something come true. I’m scared I mean these prayers, I’m petrified. If something happened, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself :( I don’t know where to go from here
I’m trying to let them pass not engage nothing , trying to compusle but the thoughts won’t leave. My brain keeps telling me I should stab my dad for not asking if I’m okay after the death of my ex …
I feel so hopeless right now. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired of living with this constant fear and guilt. I keep thinking that God is angry with me and that I’m being punished. I’m terrified that I’ve committed blasphemy—especially against the Holy Spirit—and that I’m going to hell. Yesterday, because of my OCD-driven curiosity, learning more about my faith—especially about the Trinity—has left me mentally exhausted and deeply confused, like I’m losing my grip on reality. The thought that God might already be punishing me only makes everything feel heavier. I’ve been breaking down since yesterday and struggling with intense anxiety. Even trying to pray scares me, because I feel like God is so mad at me. Deep down, I’m afraid I might be beyond forgiveness. I feel completely lost and terrified.
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