My father just told me that I’m a bad daughter to him, and in our religion I didn’t get my parents validation, I will go to hell no matter what, so why bother live if I’m going to hell no matter what good I do?
Hey it’s going to be okay, this might seem pretty big in the moment, but his opinion of you isn’t that powerful if you don’t let it bother you or shape the beauty God made you with. Nothing is worth killing yourself over because this life is a gift, and you are too precious to be dead yet. No one’s validations is as important as what you think of and believe about yourself, please remember that. You are always going to stick with yourself, so your opinion should be the highest on the totem pole. You are not going to hell if you don’t receive someone else’s validation, please do not believe something so rash, you can always change religion and not choose to have rules dictate your life rather than pure love. And if you want to find that in totality, you could learn more about the life of Jesus and how he’s changed so many lives and be open to surrendering your life to him. I am a Christian and want Jesus to help me the most but it’s hard to do I’ll admit, but is better than wallowing in my sadness and feeling terrible about things I can’t change. He will help get rid of these awful thoughts I’d you let him. Believe you are going to succeed, and you will. Hang in there 🩷🩷
Jesus loves you.
Please don’t. validation from others is not your worth.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Those thoughts are so difficult to go through, I hear you and I'm listening.
And if you're really thinking about it, please call a crisis hotline. It's completely anonymous and they won't try to find you or even keep track of your phone number. I've used a crisis number before, and I can verify, all they are here for is listening in this moment
How do you deal with so many bad things that OCD makes you think about? Because ever since my therapist said it might not be OCD, even though that she believe it is, I think a lot that if it isn't, So I created such bad thoughts in my head. And my god, what a horrible thing. I never wanted this. My parents don't deserve such a bad daughter.
I know this isn’t healthy but I’m in a really bad place. If I actually did something so disgusting I don’t deserve to live. I know me dying would just cause more pain but I feel it’s what I deserve. I confessed on here, which I know I shouldn’t have, but being ignored is making me worry that my actions were actually unacceptable
TW// suicide I attempted last week and my therapist told my family, I promised everyone but the cost of my mistakes and wrong doings is death, I cant do this anymore I dunno what to do only death feels right to me and I want to bring justice by punishing myself for my sins.
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