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OCD and intrusive thoughts can show up like this, and I’ve certaintly dealt with it before. if you didn’t have the thought, then that interaction would’ve meant nothing and you would have carried on with you day. but because you had that intrusive thought, you feel guilty and your OCD is now latching on to the thought. I understand how painful and difficult it is to deal with, but obviously your intention was not to hurt him in any way. OCD is good at making you feel like you are capable/want to do things. you are a good mother for worrying about your child, but remember to leave room to have compassion for yourself while you deal with OCD. I wish you the best

this is something i relate to so so much, and i thought i was alone, and i always try to remind myself about my intentions with things, and how i have no ill intentions, i don’t know if thats compulsive or not so take this with a grain of salt but its just something i do that i feel helps me, just know you aren’t alone at all :)

It is SO hard I have struggled with these thoughts with my daughter and it’s SO debilitating sometimes- I’ve been there literally shaking through talking about those scenarios- you’re not alone!

Im experiencing the same thing right now! My cousins son was playing I had my foot off the couch and Im worried my foot grazed against his private part. It truly is terrible and I hope I can get over it but I totally relate to you!!

You ever get precum?