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Falling asleep
Anyone have problems sleeping? Like thinking about falling asleep and it never happens? Or is this just ocd?
Anyone have problems sleeping? Like thinking about falling asleep and it never happens? Or is this just ocd?
Omg yesss recently I can’t sleep For shit and I got school soon and that makes me freak out even worse so I can’t sleep at all and I try every to sleep my ocd and over thinking gets so bad at night
There are lots of reasons why people have trouble falling asleep. It could be OCD issues. Worrying about stuff compulsively keeps the brain active and prevents it from entering the proper sleep cycle. I used to have trouble falling asleep. I would lie in bed and worry about all kinds of stuff. I could not shut off my brain. What finally helped me fall asleep was realizing that lying in bed, at night, trying to fall asleep, would only happen if I shut off my thoughts and stopped my brain from being consciously awake. I tell myself that now is bedtime, I must sleep, and that I can't do anything to solve my problems at this moment while I'm lying in bed. I force my brain to think of happy, peaceful things. I will also think to myself Psalm 23 over and over. This process really works because I can think about my troubles at the same time I'm thinking and spiritual or happy stuff. It takes lots of practice, but you can train your brain to consciously shut down. When I find myself wondering back to intrusive or obssive thoughts, I start the process over again. I really don't have any problems falling asleep anymore, but my cat will wake me up 2 or 3 times a night.
I obsessively count to the number 8 and back down for hours to try and sleep constantly and it honestly keeps me up more but I’m so stuck in it I can’t change the routine now. I use to think it was calming but I’m pretty sure it’s my ocd keeping me up too
Anyone struggle with this with having ocd?
It started when I became an adult, and started receiving my mental health diagnosis. I hyper fixated on each and every action I did and how it could be related to my diagnosis’s. It then lead to fixation to my physical health — making appointments and seeing every specialist I can to rule out every possibility. I currently have been suffering with obstructive sleep. I woke up the past few days with severe pain from the lack of sleep whilst believing I was oversleeping. Luckily my fit watch tracks my sleep cycle and it turns out I am not receiving any sleep. I had an extreme panic attack — bursting into tears on the phone with my mom wondering what this case might be. She told me it could be sleep apnea and that a simple sleep study could figure this out. However, knowing my family history I made appointments to every specialist I can to make sure it is nothing serious. The unknown of health can be scary to me. Watching my mother suffer with her physical health chronically since I was a child lead me to be very conscious and aware of how my body is functioning. This morning was one of the worst moments of physical pain. I should just take one step at a time with the sleep doctor instead of taking measures to see every specialist that could pertain with this issue. However, that is very hard to me. I don’t want to ever wake up in the pain I was this morning. Does anyone else suffer with health-related OCD? And if so, how do you find a sense of ease during moments like I expressed?
My OCD has been terrible the for the past two weeks. I have a fear that I will never be able to get out of the thought loop. I am hyper aware of my thoughts and it disturbs me. I haven’t been able to eat for 10 days. I force myself. I haven’t been able to sleep for more than a couple hours. Then I wake up and ruminate for a couple hours, until I’m exhausted. I’m also afraid I’ll never sleep well again. And I’m afraid I’ll never eat and enjoy my food again. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to stop thinking about this enough to enjoy my family ever again.
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