This app is getting on my nerves now I feel so fucking alone

OH MY GOD I'VE FELT THIS. Ocd makes us so needy beyond rationality that it upsets me. I hate this whole thing too, don't worry. We're all living through horrors.

You're not alone! We're all going through the same patterns, but different themes.

I think no one comments anymore because we know that giving you reassurance is not helpful, and many of us, rather scroll by, than causing you or any one else harm. No one is judging you, at least no one on NOCD. Best advice we can give you, is to seek professional help, and I don’t mean getting tested again. A therapist will give you the help you truly need. I know reassurance gives us instant comfort, but the doubts WILL come back. It’s just a temporary relief, and it doesn’t help cause ocd is a permanent disorder. I’m sorry you were feeling this way, but we’re here for you.

My friend, you are never as alone as you think you are❤️

Same

Would you like to talk to me? I may not have the same theme as you, but I will try to help.

I believe you do not have any STDs if your tests have repeatedly been negative. I don’t know what symptoms you’re having, but it’s possible they’re from something else and that your OCD is making you believe it’s from an STD. It’s also possible your symptoms are psychosomatic. I hope this helps.

You’re totally not alone !! I hope you get better ASAP. Sometimes I don’t say anything because I’m afraid of giving the wrong advice when I’m inexperienced with certain forms of OCD , but if I could tell you one tip , it would be to accept that you don’t know with 100% certainty if you have an STD ( I know it’s so hard ), but that you could still enjoy your life with one. You could tell yourself that you may face challenges along the way , but they wouldn’t have to stop you from enjoying your life. Perception is everything