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My sister also has intrusive thoughts so she helps me by not being judgmental about mine and so does this app. They don't make me feel alone.
Oh and how can I forget God ? I rely on scripture to help me and strengthen me.
My parents, sister, friends, and therapist. My parents for allowing me to live with them, my sister for being a good listener, my friends for accepting me and knowing when to get me out of the house, and my therapist for challenging me
Jesus carries me and gets me through. Also, He has blessed me with incredible people. My parents and my best friend encourage me and pray for me.
No one. My family doesn’t understand OCD no matter how much I explain it. My mom will think she’s being relatable because she says she is soooo ocd bc she likes an orderly house. I think my dad has it. My paternal grandmother FOR SURE has it because she checks locks and windows repeatedly but they don’t really go to psychiatrists where she lives (in a village). I’m the only one actually diagnosed.
I haven't told a soul about my struggles one day hopefully soon I will be able to share with someone close to me without judgement
Smiley i am so sorry you are going throw this alone i can understand you ? Hope you find someone nice to be close to you A lot of?
Thank you Bea
you are welcome smiley?
nobody nothing ...myself yeah i try ask help,small things anything and nothing i dont know how i am “ok” the things that help me is that i would need and love live in usa and make friends and be loved and dont be humiliated every day and rejected and be scared of monster and loneliness and anxiety and so on ... a lot of?
My sister. But sometimes she doesn't seem to pay attention to me so I've been relying on this app lately.
My boyfriend, my parents don’t get it completely despite my father also having ocd. But he doesn’t get ROCD & HOCD bc he’s never heard or dealt with them. So he’s always there for me and he holds me when I’m having panic attacks. He’s my biggest supporter even tho he doesn’t show it with too many words.
My family and boyfriend don’t know I have OCD, although I have opened up about it a little more with my boyfriend. They all do know that I have an anxiety disorder though, and they’re extremely supportive. My dad has anxiety too and he doesn’t reassure me, he just tells me I can’t control everything and things like that-it’s very helpful. This app and the people on it are definitely the biggest support system I have so I’m very grateful for it!
My spouse and my best friend/ my spouse mostly accepts it but my best friend pushes me to get over fears or obsessions and is always there for me in the good and bad times. Very lucky.
My parents and therapist
I remember reading a comment someone had made to one of my posts on an OCD subreddit and they told me how they believed their OCD symptoms got worse during a time in their life when they were socially isolated. Reading this comment made the brightest lightbulb go off in my head because it basically summarized most of what I’ve been going through. In addition to OCD, I also struggle with depression and social anxiety. I feel like these three things and the profound sense of loneliness I’ve felt throughout my years in college (undergrad) feed off of each other. I know that OCD can manifest in so many different ways regardless of what your social life looks like, but I can’t help but feel like the lack of relationships (specifically friendships)/community in my life has something to do with my mental health and the delay in my recovery. Side note: I’m still relatively new to NOCD, but I’m happy to say that I’ve been making some good progress in my therapy sessions <3
This is my first post on this app, though I made this account back in late September of 2021. I grew up in a toxic environment, and was mentally abused by my parents, included being taken advantage of because of my autism. I’ve been suffering from OCD as long as I can remember. Ever since I was a child, I’ve sometimes had thoughts that scared me, and I’d often try to find ways to calm myself down. I’ve had thoughts over the smallest and silliest of things, but as time went on, these thoughts suddenly became more violent, like wanting to step in front of moving car while waiting for the bus, or grabbing a knife on the dinner table and using it to stab a family member. Even thoughts of death and what happens afterwards scared me. Aside from being afraid of a kids horror show for a while, OCD did bother me at points in my life, but they never severely crippled me… until my teenage years. Throughout my teen hood, I would very occasionally suddenly imagine fictional child characters being SA’d. I would also sometimes imagine children getting injured while noticing them sometimes. I didn’t know why those thoughts popped up into my head and they would weird me out, but I would be able to usually push them aside and not think about them too much… but it got worse after I was dropped out of high school without my consent by my parents. In March of 2017, I was at a gas station when I saw a child and imagined doing a disgusting action with them. It freaked me out immensely and sent me into a panic attack. I was able to calm down from it shortly after, but I think it planted a seed into my brain, and it would launch a horrific attack on me the very next month. Me and my family were driving around a town for a special occasion when I had the worst OCD attack I’ve ever had. Every child I saw, I imagined doing something disgusting to them. I was having a full blown panic attack and it honestly felt like my mind itself was being sexually assaulted by this horrifying thoughts. This incident scarred me mentally, and to this day, I’m still afraid of being around anyone younger than me. I tried researching what these thoughts could mean, and I found out about these being symptoms of OCD. After talking with a psychiatrist a month later, I was diagnosed with OCD. For a while, I thought I’d be okay from that point. I thought I could conquer this on my own… but by early 2018, I was still struggling. I eventually came out to my older sibling and parents about what I was dealing with. They thankfully didn’t ridicule me, and did help me with getting a therapist. The first visit with my therapist went alright, but I was an emotional mess after finishing the session. The next time I went in however, I was seen by someone else because my therapist was out. The man I saw honestly felt condescending, and he basically made go to a group therapy session. The group therapy didn’t help in the slightest, and with more toxicity developing in my family afterwards, I stopped going after the group therapy. I did see my therapist at least once I think, but that was it. Ever since 2018, I was silent about my OCD. I was just hoping that someday I’d be free of my shackles both from my mental illness and my toxic environment. Two years later though, a friend (now partner) of mine heard about my family’s living situation and wanted to help get me out of there. I first visited them in 2021, and thankfully I stay with them for the most part. That being said, I was still worried about opening up to them about my OCD. I did talk with them about general OCD from time to time, but never got into P OCD… until last year finally. I opened up them fully about it, and both they and their mother told me that they weren’t upset, and that they understood where I was coming from. I think that genuinely helped me out, and I don’t feel as anxious as I did before. Just yesterday, I finally talked about my OCD to my older sibling (they’re super supportive and understand our parents toxicity). I was genuinely nervous about telling them for a while out of fear of them either abandoning me or ratting me out… but they understood. They were accepting and didn’t ridicule me at all. It was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders… and honestly, I think I might have the courage to speak up on this app finally and hopefully find a therapist who can help me. I’ve been suffering with P OCD for over 8 years now ever since I was 18. I just recently turned 27 a few days ago. I’ve been suffering in silence for so long due to trauma, fear, and PTSD. But now, I think I want to take a step forward and get onto the road to recovery. It most likely won’t be easy and it won’t happen overnight, but I feel relieved knowing I have people who love and support me, now that I’m in a better environment.
I'm writing today as a concerned sibling. I respect you all for your hard work, sharing and the guidance everyone provides. I've been reading comments about how helpful OCD therapy is, but have yet to convince my sibling that it can help. They respond that they probably wont learn more than what they've already realized and that they can't actually stop the OCD behaviors for them.. I say that there are professionals with tips and would help to consult on ways to battle OCD. My sibling has realized that they cant give into the thoughts, but from that realization to action, is hard, as folks know. I've been taking note of people's reviews of getting better and plan to share those with my sibling, but does anyone else have other advice how to help them get more help? It seems the issue may be Contamination OCD and general (heavy) anxieties and depression (which has been around for most of their life). Thank you in advance for any more guidance.
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