Am I a bad person for having a crush on a fictional killer clown like art from Terrifier??😭 like I don’t like him when he kills I just think he looks good that’s why I like him bruh. And he’s goofy when he’s not killing. 😭 am I over thinking it?! 😭 I feel like a bad person bro
As long as its just a fictional character thats fine. You can like something without excusing and romanticizing their actions
@Delirium Yeah cause I don’t like his actions I just think he’s good looking.
@Delirium Am I a bad person?😭
@Delirium I feel like such a horrible person
Im just going to be blunt here I really don’t think it’s that deep. It’s a clown.
@Muffin34 I just like clowns for crying out loud I’m literally crying !! OVER A FICTIONAL CHARACTER
@1000anonymous1000 Exactly. I think your ocd just wants you to not enjoy anything. It likes seeing you miserable. You just need to have a “Who cares” attitude surrounding it. Trying to figure out if you’re a bad person or not, will only make you spiral and constantly ask for reassurance. Reassurance will make you feel better for a short period of time. The only way you can feel better for long term is by accepting the bad thoughts and leaving them alone. Maybe you’re a bad person for liking this character , maybe you’re not. But it’s not for you or anyone else to figure out. Nor is it important enough to care about. You can’t give an ocd question a yes or no answer. You have to be like “idk and idc”. And just continue to watch Terrifier or more edits of it without a care in the world. Basically you have to sit with the anxiety and be okay with it. Then over time you’ll feel less and less anxious about this topic. It suck’s at first bc you don’t think you could go through with that but then eventually you give in and you’re so happy you stopped caring abt what ocd thinks. You have to take back power from your brain.
@Muffin34 It literally doesn’t want me to enjoy anything 😭
@Muffin34 I can also have a crush on a fictional character too!!! OCD need to leave me alone
I mentioned this advice before, but I will repeat it again. Stop games and antisocial media, it is toxic to normal people, so what about an OCD person? Set your phone aside, and get a good sleep, wake up, take shower, and go outside to experience life. You are wasting your youth locked in this fake reality.
Is this pocd? OCD?? Please no judgement!! This has been on going for years and I want the thoughts to stop and enjoy anime again :( not the other way around I used to love pride from an anime fmab (full metal alchemist brotherhood) when I was 14-15. And I feel so guilty because he took the form of a kid cause he’s a villain who can disguise himself and possess. I never liked the kid but more personality. I don’t think I NEVER EVER had romantic attraction to the body. I feel so gross talking about this as I’m older now and know what this is. The thing is Pride the homunculus character is ancient years old but his disguise is 10 years old and they have the same height but Pride is literally just a shadow with eyes and mouths in in the general lore of the anime. I do not like him now. As I got older I stopped liking him. Not in a sxual way even at all but just in general but my brain is making me think I like him or I used to in just a sxual way or ftish type of way but I DO NOT!! Idc I just feel disgusting. And I don’t want to have him as a favorite character anymore. How can I explain this to a therapist?! Any advice? No judgement please.
I’ve always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming I’ve stopped but I have harm ocd and my brain would hook onto a true crime story and I’d pretend to be a family member/loved one/victim of a k*ller and would make up elaborate stories abt it. That feels so disgusting I’m so scared this shows in a horrible person doesn’t it? And now my brain is telling me I have found k*llers attractive in the past I don’t think I ever did but what if I did I’m scared
I’ve always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming I’ve stopped but I have harm ocd and my brain would hook onto a true crime story and I’d pretend to be a family member/loved one/victim of a kller and would make up elaborate stories abt it. That feels so disgusting I’m so scared this shows in a horrible person doesn’t it? And now my brain is telling me I have found kllers attractive in the past I don’t think I ever did but what if I did I’m scared and I daydreamed about k*lling a man if he ever SA my niece these feel so violent they were at least MONTHS ago but I am ashamed and truly would like support.
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