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- 45w
Relationship
My boyfriend and I have been together 2.5 years, I love him a lot. I am always worried I don’t love him enough because it doesn’t feel like my past relationships did, which were super intense and passionate. It makes me feel so guilty. Like in my past relationships I swore these men were making love to me because of the way I felt. Yet it was all in my head, they were just horny young men. I was just a body to them. I worry that I don’t love my boyfriend because the sex isn’t passionate. Or the love isn’t intense. But sometimes the sex is passionate I just don’t get that overwhelming feeling in my chest that I did in the past when I was infatuated with people. I love my boyfriend with my whole heart and I can’t imagine life without him honestly. Why does my brain worry about these things. Why does my brain compare these things? I feel guilty for even thinking about sexual relations from my past. I love my boyfriend more than I have anyone else before. Sometimes I feel like I don’t feel the intense feelings because of my medicine and my therapist said this is very well possible. Any advice?