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You can have intrusive thoughts about ANYTHING. This is all correct. The thoughts can feel real. They can hit you randomly. OCD just tortures us like that. The brain makes us think thousands and thousands of thoughts a day. We don’t speak about it but everyone even those without OCD have screwed up thoughts and such. It’s just us with OCD, are morals are so high and black and white that we obsess over why we thought them.
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Sounds good. Im hanging out with my bff today and looking foward to it. I feel that ocd has robbed me of joy some days. I'm happy I can chat here because i haven't really told anyone details of my ocd. It hard to go it alone. Give yourselves a hug.
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Thank you so much for taking the time to respond. It’s just crazy how fast my brain came up with this random stuff. I think part of it has to do with pms too lol. It always gets way worse then and I feel like I’m losing it. Ifs so hard not to ruminate on it cause It feels so different from the intrusive thoughts I have had before. I’m just gonna push through. Thank you again. It means so much ?
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I understand. I’ve had every intrusive thought in the book and it’s a terrifying experience. Heck, I’m not even religious and I’ve had religious ocd plenty of times. OCD makes no sense. It has no logic. We can get from point a to point b. It can even make us physically feel things. (For example, it can make people feel pain and they may obsess that they have cancer, or people with pocd feel groinal responses due to anxiety and it can make them feel scared that they actually are aroused) I wish you luck, and just remember everyone on this app is so nice and supportive and we’re all here.
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- 5y ago
Thank you for the reminder!!!!!
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You are so amazing and so nice for helping! I also think you’re so strong to fight this everyday. Everyone who fights this is so strong??. It’s crazy how deceiving OCD can be. Also how intense the intrusive thoughts feel. For now I’m gonna accept it for what it is, OCD. I’m tired of fighting my brain so I’m just gonna let it do what it wants and not play into it. Thank you so much again?
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Omg it's so easy to go down the rabbit hole of despair! But we are strong and can face our fears. I had a wonderful day with my friend. She treated me to an acupuncture treatment. Shoulders back, we can beat this! ❤
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I know what you mean when you say it can rob you or joy. I felt that way yesterday. It’s easy to just let the thoughts take over then to actually fight the compulsions and let the thoughts be. I don’t talk a lot about my OCD either. Only a couple people in my family know. It is so hard to feel like you are alone. If you ever need to chat about it I’m here! You can just come to this post and we can work it out together. Don’t forget how strong you are, OCD likes to tell you your not but you are so unbelievably strong. You wake up to fight this everyday. You’re amazing! Have fun with your BF and tell the intrusive thoughts to fuck off cause that’s what I’m gonna do today???
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BFF*
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That is so awesome to hear!??. We are strong and we will get through this. ???
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- 24w ago
Does anyone have any tips on how to move on from intrusive thoughts when you’re constantly afraid that if you ignore them God will be mad at you?
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- 13w ago
I’m having a very bad evening with my intrusive thoughts. I was doing really good dealing with them but tonight one hit me hard. I’ve been having a lot of different intrusive thoughts but I’ll have one occasionally about hurting my mom or my dog who I love and they’re the only family I have in my life. They’re my world. I was helping my mom put away the dishes and I had the big kitchen knife in my hand and my intrusive thought was you could stab your mom. And then my brain said I had a twitch in my hand and that meant I wanted to do it. Let me just say that I wouldn’t hurt a fly. I actually caught a fly in a glass and put it outside instead of killing it this evening before this intrusive thought happened. I’m such a gentle and compassionate and caring person and these thoughts instantly cause me to have a panic attack. And I have no one to talk to them about. I know they’re hard for my mom to hear and I don’t want to be any more of a burden than I already am. I do desperately want to tell her and have her reassure me that I’m not crazy or a psycho. Then my thoughts wander to if your hand did flinch could you be a psychopath. Is hurting someone in you. I know it’s not but I feel like my mind is out to get me and hurt me. I’m working so hard and I thought I was doing so good but I need to know why I have these thoughts. They’re not ok. I need someone to help me make sense of why. I know we aren’t supposed to ruminate but I shouldn’t have thoughts like this about people I love and care about the most in the world.
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- 9w ago
I’m sharing this bc I need advice or even support from anyone who can relate. If you can’t relate and don’t think you’ll say anything helpful or kind pls don’t comment anything… I’ve been struggling with somethings that’s making me question myself. There has been moments while self pleasuring when I get intrusive thoughts, in those moments it feels like I’m enjoying or even self pleasuring myself bc of the thought. Right after I immediately have an anxiety attack and my HEART drops bc it feels terrible I feel like a disgusting monster :( ppl have told me I haven’t done a bad bc of how intense my guilt and panic are but I keep thinking that MAYBE I made a horrible decision in the moment and the guilt is just realising that it’s just wrong this doesn’t make sense to me because I’ve always told myself that I would never act on this in 1 million years and I’ve been known that these things are wrong so I’m just like constantly questioning myself these feelings and exact same situation has happened two times already I even promised myself that I wouldn’t act on anything beforehand and yeah, I still felt like I did act on my thought during my alone time I’m genuinely convinced that I’m a horrible and it’s even got into the point where I don’t wanna be here anymore and I don’t even think this is my OCD :( tbh
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