nae nae

Date posted: 31w

Interacted with a post on here... :(

So, I'm currently in panic mode. I commented underneath a post on here, just trying to be helpful if I could, but I ended up getting triggered by the messages exchanged with the person? I've blocked them now. I just got scared, and I feel really, really bad about it, but they said they'd interacted with a real offender and said they had behaved inappropriately in front of minors. I still don't really understand what they did, but I felt like since I'd started the conversation, I couldn't just leave them hanging... Ugh. I told them to seek professional help because I didn't feel comfortable trying to give advice if they really did do something horrible, and they said they felt like the only reason they felt guilt is because they didn't want people to label them as... one of those people. I can't even get myself to type the word. I don't want to offer advice to someone who... you know. But, I also wouldn't want to isolate someone who might really be struggling with OCD. I'm just at a loss right now. I feel really scared.

Ishtar._

Date posted: 31w

my biggest fear is encountering predators or p3d0s here! i always try to help, but there are some posts that really activate strong triggers and i don't know what they actually mean.. :/ i'm sorry you had to go through that! 🫂 you are a good person, just wanted to help..

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

I'll be okay. I'm sorry if you see any posts that trigger you as well. 🫂

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Date posted: 31w

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nae nae

Date posted: 31w

I think I will... Thank you for replying. I sort of panicked and made this post when I probably should've sat with that anxiety, but I'll be okay😭

realjordie

Date posted: 31w

I think you are talking about the person i posted about and his fake OCD story. His account was called “anonymous” correct?

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

Yeah, that's the one. I'd never want to assume about someone else's condition, but it felt... off. I've spoken with people who have fears or regrets about things, but it's always obvious to me that it's OCD. In this case, I really didn't know, and I just panicked. I saw someone else say they had a conversation with someone on here who ended up admitting to horrible things, and I think that's where my mind went with this. I'd feel really bad if it's someone who is genuinely struggling, though. But, they told me they think the only reason they feel guilty about what they did is because they don't want to be labeled as one of those people, and that's what sort of triggered me🥲

realjordie

Date posted: 31w

@nae nae I agree. He or she immediately made me feel weird and there was definitely something weird with the way he was writing. I believe he probably has an attraction towards children and he is ashamed of it but he shouldn’t be on here because he will trigger everybody. I also felt very triggered after reading his post. Hopefully, you feel better soon, try not to think about it.

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

@realjordie Thank you, I'll try. I'm sorry you were triggered as well. 😓

King silly

Date posted: 31w

@realjordie I agree, their posts made me uncomfortable

itwillbeokay💛

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 31w

i saw that post and reported it, something isn’t right about it. hopefully it gets taken down because it could be extremely triggering for some!

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

Thank you, I wish I'd done the same! :(

King silly

Date posted: 31w

Off topic, but, I’m really scared because I remember a long time ago I used to go out places and when I saw a kid staring at me, I would think they had a crush on me and I would feel pretty and now I feel so weirded out by it, I didn’t mean it to be weird or anything in anyway, I feel so terrible for what happened, like I’m a disgusting person

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

You were a child back then, too, but I think it's normal to appreciate attention from others. It's just how humans are, and you didn't mean anything weird by it. Try not to worry about it. :)

King silly

Date posted: 31w

@nae nae I remember being like 11-13??

nae nae

Date posted: 31w

@King silly Yeah, that's very young, like middle school age. I'd tag along when picking up my younger sister from her middle school last year, and when I saw how tiny they all were, I couldn't believe I felt so grown up back then😭

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Date posted: 28w

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nae nae

Date posted: 28w

I don't think it was you! :) Their grammar was very different from yours, and I think I've seen a few of the posts you've made, which aren't at all related to what this other user spoke about with me. I don't want to offer too much reassurance, but I also don't want you unnecessarily stressing about this. I vaguely mentioned what we discussed in my post so as not to trigger anyone. Basically, they told me they'd purposely acted inappropriately in front of children by "lifting their arm" and some other things. I didn't really know what they'd meant, so I asked them to explain, and that's when they said the stuff I listed in the post above. That's when I got triggered and stopped interacting with them. So, I don't think it was you!

nae nae

Date posted: 28w

@Useless soul Don't worry! It's not triggering for me to share it any longer. I was perfectly comfortable and willing to. And, I've done things I regret online, too. You'll find there's a lot of people who have dealt with similar things, if not the same, but I think people respond less to posts where someone might be looking for reassurance because they don't want to feed into that person's OCD! :)

moon0270

Date posted: 20w

Trigger

Idk anymore it feels like being on here is a trigger. Every time I see a minor post on the app, my intrusive thoughts go haywire and then my brain says maybe you should comment something inappropriate and i literally don't wanna fucking do that. It's the last thing I want to do. And now im scared that I commented something crude on someone's post. obviously, when I went to check there was nothing now my brain is saying "you commented and then deleted". I want to think it's something I wouldn't do, but why are the images in my head so real. Children should be safe. I feel like I need to be locked away. Someone please help me.

Givenup

Date posted: 16w

Pocd and dr disrespect

I hope someone can respond... Im genuinely so triggered and so anxious... Dr disrespect was accused of inappropriately messaging and sending explicit images to a minor, and trying to meet up with them at twitchcon... my POCD is saying that my situation with me venting about 18+ explicit HOCD stuff to people in the PM's on an OCD groupchat I found from NOCD, including the minors, when I was 19, means that I am just as bad as they are... or worse... I pm'ed them from the support group and vented to them in private (including the minors) about my 18+ explicit HOCD struggles... one was uncomfortable by it so i stopped messaging her... the other gave me reassurance so i kept asking her for reassurance... I dont ever want to ever be attracted to minors in any way... I dont ever want to ever engage in any inappropriate relations with minors in any way... i dont ever want to EVER be a MAP, a P, or a gro*mer in any way... I dont ever want to be what my pocd says about me... im so scared... someone said that I need help, that I need to turn myself in, and that im hiding behind a diagnosis because of this situation... i genuinely feel so hopeless... I dont ever want to ever be a monster...

Givenup

Date posted: 16w

Pocd and anxiety

I hope someone can respond... Im genuinely so triggered and so anxious... Dr disrespect was accused of inappropriately messaging and sending explicit images to a minor, and trying to meet up with them at twitchcon... my POCD is saying that my situation with me venting about 18+ explicit HOCD stuff to people in the PM's on an OCD groupchat I found from NOCD, including the minors, when I was 19, means that I am just as bad as they are... or worse... I pm'ed them from the support group and vented to them in private (including the minors) about my 18+ explicit HOCD struggles... one was uncomfortable by it so i stopped venting to her after she told me she was uncomfortable by it twice... the other gave me reassurance so i kept asking her for reassurance for my 18+ hocd struggles... I dont ever want to ever be attracted to minors in any way... I dont ever want to ever engage in any inappropriate relations with minors in any way... i dont ever want to EVER be a MAP, a P, or a gro*mer in any way... I dont ever want to be what my pocd says about me... im so scared... someone said that I need help, that I need to turn myself in, and that im hiding behind a diagnosis because of this situation... i genuinely feel so hopeless... I dont ever want to ever be a monster...

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