It’s sooo bad😭

@Ragnarking18 Same here

@Ragnarking18 Mine are probably worse than yours 😭🙏🏻

@1000anonymous1000 No sir I can promise u they're not. I watched a video about schizophrenia psych ward and dude was talking to his bed and I was like what I believe I'm really a piece of furniture and I started panicking over something so oooooo ridiculous

@Ragnarking18 I'm freaking out like nobody's thought that your crazy. I'm like fuck man r u kidding

@Ragnarking18 Please I’m over here thinking that my favorite celebrities will reply to me and dm me tryna take advantage of me and etc when that’s not even gonna happen😭😂😂 they are celebrities for crying out loud like just let me be a supportive fan for crying out loud

@1000anonymous1000 I can’t even comment on anyone’s post no more like I’m not the only one that comments on their posts😭 I barely do anyway

@1000anonymous1000 And it’s the nicest celebrities you could think of and professional too😭☠️

@1000anonymous1000 Na bro ur fine it's just ocd. It's so hard to sleep thinking u can believe things so crazy smh

@Ragnarking18 Ikr I stayed up all night😭 and missed an online class cause it drains me out so much can’t even go outside without falling asleep

@Ragnarking18 I’m 18 so it makes me think everyone is a creep for replying to my comment but a celebrity not gonna notice or have time🙏🏻😭

@1000anonymous1000 I have had some who liked my stories and comments but never replied back 😂

@1000anonymous1000 When I was 18 was so scared of schizophrenia too it'll get better bro

@Ragnarking18 Like I used to be excited for when celebrities noticed me even just liking my comment

@Ragnarking18 My brain makes me think they’re a creep for just noticing something but it’s way different from just replying instead of actually tryna to have a conversation 😭 so my brain is confused

@Ragnarking18 Like I’m scared😭

@1000anonymous1000 Well get through it bud it always passes

@Ragnarking18 I’m sure

@Ragnarking18 I’m sure it’s just a delusion

@1000anonymous1000 No it's ocd playing with our imagination

@Ragnarking18 Yeah probably

@Ragnarking18 It’s just hard to tell when you got both disorders

@1000anonymous1000 I know I'm sorry man

@Ragnarking18 It’s okay I developed schizophrenia like in thanksgiving so it’s still new

@Ragnarking18 I realized it was more of a delusion and I always ran from topic to topic so disorganized thinking and etc I never really have hallucinations but they do feel so loud with ocd I knew I had ocd cause I only had what if first. And I also dwell a lot

@1000anonymous1000 I hate this schizo theme. We're u diagnosed by a dr

@Ragnarking18 Yes I now take abilify

@Ragnarking18 And she also dosed my ocd medication up too

@1000anonymous1000 Well I probably am too so it's all good

@1000anonymous1000 I've never hallucinated or had disorganized thoughts but idk my thoughts and images r nuts

@Ragnarking18 I only had hallucinations like seeing bugs but they’re not there and etc but it never truly bothered me

@Ragnarking18 Interesting

@1000anonymous1000 What do u think

@Ragnarking18 I’m now managing my delusions and ocd thoughts better I’m feeling better now

@1000anonymous1000 That's good I'm happy 4 u. I try telling myself I'm schizophrenic but my brains not happy with either. I said I have both and I still argue myself. It has to be either or no in between

@Ragnarking18 Same I get it it’s hard with both cause you are stuck with is it ocd or am I having psychosis

@1000anonymous1000 So is it psychosis if you know the thoughts are illogical?

@Ragnarking18 I heard you can still have schizophrenia even when you know you are having an episode

@1000anonymous1000 Yea it's so confusing. I keep visualizing myself telling the er what my thoughts are and they laugh at me

@Rita D. Mostly paranoid schizophrenic

@Rita D. Yeah I was wondering where it went I didn’t think it was rude and yes. I now take abilify and I have mostly paranoid schizophrenia

@Rita D. Idk I been taking my medicine it should kick in soon. But I did have an episode yesterday but then again I’m also sick so it seems to come up again when I’m sick

@Rita D. I have learned tips I think it’s when it’s more of a true belief like I feel like it’s actually happening with schizophrenia and my ocd is more what if and I dwell on things 24/7 almost

@Rita D. And I’ll be working on this with my therapist! :)