- Date posted
- 26w
Is this rocd or truly a wrong relationship?
Pls help me i am new to rocd or so ig i have… Am i actually in the wrong relationship not ready to accept going in circles or is this rocd cause if i feel so strongly its wrong and not even relate to rocd test or get intrusive thoughts and these are backed by like actions and feelings how is it icd then? Idk if this is rocd but like i hope i can get some help... like i will tell my bf i want to spend more time and all my time usually with him while he tonight said something like baby lets go early i wanna play cod and all these watch these shows and stuff and what does that even mean i felt like i had to force him to tell him to stay and if i have to force thats not true and real and means he doesnt like or isnt right for me cause i could be with someone who would just stay and sometimes i feel like he doesnt give enough kisses and stuff as well and i have to ask for it what does that means and say? And this is my first relationship as well so idk...we started off friends with benefits and moved on to a relationship been 4 months now so i am constant asking or scared so idk and the other day we were on the brink of a breakup 'cause we were fighting so much so are we just fundamentally not ideal and wasting time he hopes we can make it work but still... And like also like ask for good morning and goodnight texts which i do but he doesnt and i have to ask? Did i make the wrong choice or what? Like i need these and if he cant means what and why do i have to ask for it someday i will burst and be like you dont care and let it be and breakup and am i just delaying that idk? And these topics come up everyday and that means not ocd and actual problems i am delaying and denying and means what tr v am scared i am forcing the relationship? Are we even right? Is my ocd doing anything to this or are we just not okay and i am forcing him to change and me to and that will not work cause i am compromising with self and if i know all this feel all this then not ocd and truly think then what am i even doing? And if he is dominating not being ideal then am i wrong to stay and not ask for more and he is gaslighting me so idk what do i do?