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- 30w
New obsession just hit
Ohhh here we go again. So I have an obsession that I am the devil? So annoying. The delusions are getting ridiculous. But I am concerned I have schizo-obsessive.
Ohhh here we go again. So I have an obsession that I am the devil? So annoying. The delusions are getting ridiculous. But I am concerned I have schizo-obsessive.
Yea I had an obsession I was an alien or the anti christ and that I'd believe it. Schizo theme sux I'm sorry your goin through it but it will pass
@Ragnarking18 Thank you! The mind is incredibly powerful. It’s like you’re battling against yourself.
I can relate to this. Sorry this is happening to you. I had to be hospitalized and it didn't really help. I still feel crazy
I always envision myself telling the er my intrusive thoughts and it sux. What happened when u went there
@Ragnarking18 I ended up not getting out of bed and they were getting angry. I finally went to some of the workshops, but I felt weird talking about my problems in front of a group. Long story short it didn't really help and the psychiatrist wasn't good.
@Speckles I'm sorry about that. I'm so scared of ending up in a mental hospital my ocd keeps coming up with crazy weird thoughts
@Ragnarking18 Thanks I've been in one like 7 times. I hope that was the last one!!
@Speckles I'm so sorry that's awful. I'm always worried if I go once then I'll jus want to stay and b away from everyone. I'm at the gym rn and I feel like I don't deserve to be out with normal people
@Ragnarking18 I know... I'm scared of it! But didn't want to leave in a way bc I knew their would be bills waiting for me. And sure enough! Just another thing to add to my stress!
@Ragnarking18 You deserve to be out with people. Good for you going to the gym! I need to. I didn't slap last night and fell like hell!
@Ragnarking18 Didn't sleep not slap
@Speckles I didn’t sleep well last night either. It’s been two weeks since I’ve slept well. Probably the worst part about all of this
@Anonymous I know... it's horrible! I think I need a sleep study if this continues
My OCD has found new objects that I should be scared or worried about and I have this urge to hide them or throw them away. When I’m trying to watch tv I get really anxious that I’m trying to focus my attention elsewhere other than being in my own head, trying to sort my thoughts out & when I say I don’t want something I feel like I’m in denial. Does anyone else feel like this
Whenever anyone starts to feel like their thoughts are less triggering or they feel a moment of happiness/ relief OCD tells you that you want the thoughts back or you actually like having the thoughts and maybe thats just the person I really am? I feel like im going insane😢
Hi guys! I had really bad harm ocd about 2 years ago and I went through therapy and eventually got really good at handling it when it would pop up. The other day, I was scrolling on TikTok and came across a girl talking about a guy who was presenting a lot of schizophrenic symptoms but no one paid attention and got him help, he was having a lot of delusions, hallucinating, thinking everyone was out to get him, thought he was Jesus and his dad was the president and ended up doing horrific things. The day after that, I was dealing with some work drama and had the thought of “what if all my coworkers are against me and trying to get me fired”. That really stressed me out, cause I don’t normally think about them like that and I went down a rabbit hole of thinking that was the beginning of me developing schizophrenia, ended up googling stuff all night, taking tests, crying and seeking reassurance. I had a thought the other day “your dad is the president”, this one didn’t stress me out as bad as I knew it was just the video I had seen and it was an intrusive thought about it, and I also didn’t believe it. Today I was with some friends and I got a prize at a place we went and it said “lonely” on it. I do have my moments of feeling lonely and this week has been specifically trying so I had a thought like “oh someone’s out to get me cause I got this”. I know this isn’t logical and it wouldn’t make sense to just randomly get it if someone was truly after me and it was just a stupid prize at a random place, anyone could’ve gotten it. Im just struggling a lot with schizophrenic OCD and thinking I’m in the pre stages of it. In my good moments, I don’t think I am at all and it was all just sparked from the video I watched but in my bad moments, these thoughts feel real!! They really stress me out and make me feel like I’m going to lose my mind causing me to lose my job/ end up in a psych hospital/ never live a normal life/ end up alone, never see me my loved ones/ hurt my loved ones. I just want to feel normal and not like I’m about to lose my mind and everything I care about. Please help!!! Anyone else going through something similar and can help me get through this!
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