- Date posted
- 27w
New obsession just hit
Ohhh here we go again. So I have an obsession that I am the devil? So annoying. The delusions are getting ridiculous. But I am concerned I have schizo-obsessive.
Ohhh here we go again. So I have an obsession that I am the devil? So annoying. The delusions are getting ridiculous. But I am concerned I have schizo-obsessive.
Yea I had an obsession I was an alien or the anti christ and that I'd believe it. Schizo theme sux I'm sorry your goin through it but it will pass
@Ragnarking18 Thank you! The mind is incredibly powerful. It’s like you’re battling against yourself.
I can relate to this. Sorry this is happening to you. I had to be hospitalized and it didn't really help. I still feel crazy
I always envision myself telling the er my intrusive thoughts and it sux. What happened when u went there
@Ragnarking18 I ended up not getting out of bed and they were getting angry. I finally went to some of the workshops, but I felt weird talking about my problems in front of a group. Long story short it didn't really help and the psychiatrist wasn't good.
@Speckles I'm sorry about that. I'm so scared of ending up in a mental hospital my ocd keeps coming up with crazy weird thoughts
@Ragnarking18 Thanks I've been in one like 7 times. I hope that was the last one!!
@Speckles I'm so sorry that's awful. I'm always worried if I go once then I'll jus want to stay and b away from everyone. I'm at the gym rn and I feel like I don't deserve to be out with normal people
@Ragnarking18 I know... I'm scared of it! But didn't want to leave in a way bc I knew their would be bills waiting for me. And sure enough! Just another thing to add to my stress!
@Ragnarking18 You deserve to be out with people. Good for you going to the gym! I need to. I didn't slap last night and fell like hell!
@Ragnarking18 Didn't sleep not slap
@Speckles I didn’t sleep well last night either. It’s been two weeks since I’ve slept well. Probably the worst part about all of this
@Anonymous I know... it's horrible! I think I need a sleep study if this continues
so this all started not too long ago, for literally no reason at all. but one day i got a random intrusive thought about harming others and it freaked me out bad. since then i’ve been non stop focusing on it and im genuinely scared that i am, or gonna end up like those sick people that have documentaries about them. i’ve never had these types of thoughts before and after me and my mom looked a lot of stuff up we think i have OCD cuz a lot of the stuff it was saying was accurate to me. to anyone in here, does this sound like OCD to you? i’ve always been a nice loving person and these thoughts freak me out so bad and make me feel like i’m a bad gross person. it got to the point i don’t even like looking at myself anymore. i just wanna go back to normal man. another thing to add, when i would explain this to my mom even though i was telling the full truth on how crappy this made me feel it felt like i was lying almost? but i know i wasn’t deep down. i’m just scared that what if i act on something or get in my head too much you know?
My OCD has found new objects that I should be scared or worried about and I have this urge to hide them or throw them away. When I’m trying to watch tv I get really anxious that I’m trying to focus my attention elsewhere other than being in my own head, trying to sort my thoughts out & when I say I don’t want something I feel like I’m in denial. Does anyone else feel like this
Whenever anyone starts to feel like their thoughts are less triggering or they feel a moment of happiness/ relief OCD tells you that you want the thoughts back or you actually like having the thoughts and maybe thats just the person I really am? I feel like im going insane😢
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