- Date posted
- 12w
Careless
Nobody responded to my post I feel like the worst person ever I don’t want to eat or do nothing you have no idea how in pain I am right now I feel worse than a P or a r
Nobody responded to my post I feel like the worst person ever I don’t want to eat or do nothing you have no idea how in pain I am right now I feel worse than a P or a r
what happemed
I get how you feel. I’ve felt the same way for the past week and you aren’t alone. Promise. If you need to talk to someone, I’m here!
@Lovemycats02 You’re not underage right??? But I do feel alone I feel like an actual p right now and I can’t even listen to music or look pretty
@Idontknow I am not underage. I am 22. And I totally get that! I feel alone too. But trust me, you aren’t. Trust 🙏
@Idontknow I struggle with the same feeling and it is a brutal and paralyzing thing to carry. You're absolutely not alone, we suffer together. We can heal together
@Lovemycats02 When I was with a family friend I said Taco my bell and she looked at me or I asked if her parents was wearing clothes because I heard my moms bf talking about that he has c*ndoms in his car and they went upstairs
What's wrong, friend? :(
I'm new to the community, I want to help but without directly offering reassurance I guess. God OCD is complicated 😅 but maybe we can discuss ways to accept the uncertainty of the situation
@K-watei I can’t I feel awful like trash
😎
Eat now
U might be trash but go eat
So i just saying thag so u get better
I feel bad calling someone trash but Is reinsurance will make it worse
@🤍 Mathew 🤍 lol, I already know I am no worries
@Idontknow We can be ttash together :)
@🤍 Mathew 🤍 Nah, I’m the only trash here !
@Idontknow Lol well trash needs to be taken out ;)
@🤍 Mathew 🤍 Smooth 😂😂😂
Tw Tw Tw Tw Tw So obviously that person earlier has blocked me which whatever fine I think it’s the same person from months ago still seeking reassurance but I keep thinking I’m as bad as the person who caused them harm because I probably seemed callous and I’m basically saying oh well that … that stuff happened that person … I wasn’t trying to be rude but assuming it’s the same person they have been posting the same post under different accounts for months and we have all given advice and some people reassurance but it wasn’t good enough … so now I feel bad and I feel just as responsible as the person who hurt them … but at the same time it’s like they don’t want to get help in a sense… they blocked me after they said they couldn’t receive help but I mean there’s free hotlines out there … I mean I don’t know I just feel like trash and reassurance for myself won’t do crap but now I’m stuck in what if I pushed them over the edge
I know this isn’t healthy but I’m in a really bad place. If I actually did something so disgusting I don’t deserve to live. I know me dying would just cause more pain but I feel it’s what I deserve. I confessed on here, which I know I shouldn’t have, but being ignored is making me worry that my actions were actually unacceptable
I know right now i shouldnt ask for reassurance... and that its unhealthy... but right now i am so triggered by the events on my previous post and I just need someone to respond so so basly...
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