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Some people are weird

Some people need help like we do because what does that even mean I usually laugh at stuff like that don’t pay it no mind literally

Hey huh????, I remember when my anxieties first started. I was reacting and responding to everything in the world. Everything made me jump, dumb disrespectful jokes made me upset... everything. I could not understand why. Then I realized, I was just tripping on things that I should not have been. Having small panic attacks for zero reasons. Found out I was suppressing everything and pretending like nothing was wrong or bothering me.

I have a girlfriend who I think is crazy as ell and always have thought it. But because I accept people as is and without judging, like what I think versus how I am with... I let people "be". As long as you are not intentionally trying to manipulate and hurt me, and not doing deceitful stuff to harm others in front of me. I know it is a lot to ask, I just don't like it. This so called friend laughed at everything she should not have. Then I shut up telling her things and listened... she talked about every friend that way. No excuse for it but it helped me to better define the boundaries between her and I.

You can't control people's behaviors, their gaslighting or the low IQs behind the understanding of Mental Health. You just give them space or teach them if they are willing to listen. Even though I understand it myself, homeless people who are acting out in public scares me and make me feel like I need to run! Or something else. I understand but it still makes me feel funny because you do not know how uncontrolled and how "off meds" one is. No disrepect, some have highs and lows and others do not, some take meds and some do not, some are minimal and some are severe, some are dangerous to self and some to others. You don't know. All you have is your response to the stimuli of the world.