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- hateocd123
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- 5y ago
For me personally , the evidence for Christianity being true is overwhelming. The Resurrection of Jesus has really strong historical evidence in my opinion ( countless people reporting that they saw him alive literally a year or two after the resurrection , his body NEVER being found , Paul converting even though he was an enemy of Christianity , and Christianity taking off unbelievably fast ). Personally , I think personal experience is a great way to believe , but the thing with it is , there’s downsides when you pray to God and he doesn’t answer , or you don’t notice his answer. I like to think that God’s actions and choices may not be understandable to us , because our minds and brains cannot fully understand him in general. He’s the creator of the universe , and he may not want us to know absolutely everything about him and why he works the way he does. One of the other reasons why I have so much faith in Christianity is because the Bible was written by 40 people usually separated , in 13 different countries , over a span of 1,600 years with gaps between the times it was written. To me , it’s hard to imagine how ancient people could somehow collide and be behind something so insane like this , we can’t even do something like that today !! And if you want a more indirect evidence for the existence of at least a god , look at the mind , consciousness , morality ... why are we the only living things to have these things out of millions of organisms ? They have no physical dimension yet they are all undoubtedly real. I believe they came from God because that’s what makes the most sense. Sorry I wrote so much , I just feel really passionately about it since I struggled with my faith before too. I hope you’re well :)
Thank you. You didn't write too much, you had a lot of important stuff to say! Thank you for sharing that with me! I agree with everything you said; you made a lot if great points. I think me losing my faith is definitely OCD related because even with overwhelming evidence and me wanting to believe, my brain still says "no, you just wish that was true". It's really annoying. I feel like at the moment even if God came down and personally shook my hand, OCD would try to disprove it. ?
That's funny, I was just thinking about self-awareness and conciousness the other day. I thought the same thing; how could humans be self-aware and conscious with the ability to think and choose as we do without a soul and an extremely intelligent Designer who made that way? Where would our conscience and ability to process information and knowledge come from? It's become more and more evident to me as I've drawn closer to God the past few months.
@hateocd123 Thank you!! And I can understand that completely , I was the same way where even if the evidence was overwhelming , I would still find myself doubting it deep down. It’s definitely hard , but I’m sure you’ll get through it. God bless :))
@xiiiandreww God bless :)
@nicahtx This is exactly how I see it , I started to really think about consciousness and the mind and everything and it really strengthened my faith and sense of meaning , it really is incredible and a very strong arguement. What’s also interesting is cases where people have had brains that aren’t functioning properly and where parts of it are missing , yet the people can function fine without the parts that are supposedly supposed to be what helps them do those tasks. And yeah ! They did an experiment where they showed that free will isn’t part of the brain. The doctor could get a patient to move their arm , but they didn’t actually try or choose to do it. Amazing stuff
I was raised a Christian, thankfully, so I grew up in the faith and I've believed in God ever since I could remember. I don't think it's even possible for me to stop believing; even when I was extremely backslidden and doing everything I wasn't supposed to. God thankfully decided to keep me alive though all the dangerous situations I allowed myself to get into. Of course, He chastened me A LOT and I'm still trying to cope with consequences of the wicked things I've done in the past and the corruption I've allowed in my mind and my heart. My belief in Christ has kept so well grounded through the mental illnesses I've been dealing with, I don't even want to imagine where I'd be if I wasn't saved. My OCD is of the religious subset, so I get all kinds of horrible and blasphemous and terrifying thoughts, but I know that no matter what, Christ's blood covers ALL unrighteousness and Christ is my biggest advocate and no thought and no amount of anxiety I get can hurt me. I find comfort in this. My best days happen when I've spent the day serving the Lord.
One of my very early OCD themes at around six was scrupulosity related so I know how difficult that is. Your comment is encouraging and means a lot. Thank you so much
@hateocd123 I'm glad my comment could help you even a little bit? Yes, sometimes it's extremely difficult to cope with it. I like to imagine angels carrying my soul to Heaven or meeting Jesus at the gates of Paradise when it starts acting up sometimes, especially at night lol. I'll pray for you and I hope whatever you're going through gets better :)
@nicahtx Thank you so much ❤
What keeps me believing God, as a Muslim, is trusting God through the process and accepting that some things are out of my control. I will look to God for guidance and trust what he has in store for me :)
I used to have such an easy time believing in God and OCD has messed up everything for me. I hope I can get back to having a strong faith again. Seeing people like you guys keeping your faith despite things being hard is awesome and encouraging. God bless ❤
What keeps me believing in God is my faith and trust in him. And his promise of peace and joy, and that all suffering is in his plan. I’ve been in and out through my life, raised a christian then parted then came back. It doesn’t make things easier but it makes things not as hard. You always know you have someone who loves you. I’ve had a lot of proof of god in my life. My body is supposed to be deteriated, and I’m suppose to have health issues considering how many times I’ve overdosed but I’m still here and thriving for some reason. God has a purpose for all and I am still learning mine. Never force it. Believe in what you want to believe in, it’s your relationship with God. No one else’s :)
Recently I kind of gave up on God, or maybe I was more just hanging on by a thread. OCD kind of took my faith away from me. I'm ethnically Jewish but I was raised as being Christian with some Jewish tradition still in there. I decided to ask God to show me that he was there for me because without that I couldn't go on believing. Some strange things happened that kind of make me think my prayers were answered.
@hateocd123 Sometimes it takes a little struggling for him to answer our prayers. But he’s walking with us. I’ve had some pretty cruddy things happen in my life to me, ocd being one of them, and my faith in god has waned at times, but I know he is my stronghold. The other night I was sobbing and shaking cause I was so scared from ocd and I just begged God to help me. He’s there for us, even if it’s hard to see sometimes. I’ll surely be praying for you :)
@hateocd123 But like I said, don’t force it. Believe in what you want to believe in. :)
@anne_powell Thank you. I'll be praying for you too. God bless! ❤
Interested to know whether anyone here feels there ocd is the result of engagement or exposure - intentional or not - to some occultic practice?
So, this may not be everyone’s cup of tea. But eight years ago after getting out of the military. I was very ill, my walking around weight now is 219-225 I love food. At that time I was 159 I thought I had cancer I couldn’t keep food down. I spent more time going to that bathroom than living. The VA thought it would be good to put me on muscle relaxers, it did the opposite affect. It made me worse almost to the point where I almost lost control and took my own life. Fast forward eight years later and the fear of losing control is what is consistently on my mind. I do rituals to make sure the door is locked, I have to watch my groceries at all times because I feel like someone might poison me. I have to put my clothes on a certain way or else I feel like I might lose control. So, this is my life right now I had my first appointment today and I can feel some light at the end of the tunnel. I know erp therapy is going to be rough. But I just want my life back. To all suffering from this terrible thing called ocd keep fighting and turn to God, it really does help me when the anxiety kicks up. Love you all and remember the valley is only temporary and the sun shines brightest at the peak. Don’t give up.
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