- Date posted
- Yesterday
This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done
My first post. Yay! I just finished my exposure practice for the day. I have relationship OCD (among others) and we’re slowly working through one of my biggest hurdles: fear that my childhood friend was “the one” and that I’m not meant to be with my partner. I’m honestly so proud of myself for what I was able to accomplish today. Everything in me wanted to reassure myself that I was with the right person. But I stuck with it and used statements of uncertainty and made it almost 10 minutes, just staring at this photo. The hard part is after every session and every practice, I feel exhausted and sorry for myself and I just want to lay in bed and scroll on my phone. Does anyone else experience this? How do you practice self-care afterwards to mitigate this?