- Date posted
- 4d
OCD, Triggers, and Social Media ( ⌯'-'⌯)
Hi everyone. ⸜(๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝* I am writing this sort of as a way to engage with myself and my OCD a bit more healthily, as I'm trying to not do compulsions and instead things I value, which includes being an active community member here on the NOCD app. ❀ I know that it's relatively common for folks to point out that social media is not the best tool in general, but especially for people like us with OCD and other mental health disorders. I knew this, but I am guilty of using social media a lot to dull my brain a little when I'm bored or have nothing else to do. This, however, sets me up for failure (or success, depending on how you view things). I went on Twitter (I know—literally the worst app to be on, I use it to look at fanart usually) to catch up on some Marvel Rivals drama that I saw on Instagram. Boom, one of the suggested posts was something that is pretty triggering for me both OCD and not OCD-wise. (›´-`‹ ) Admittedly, I've been wanting to stop using Twitter because I hate the guy that owns it and the app overall is... gross and not somewhere I want to be. So, I'm taking this as my sign to get rid of the app and not use it anymore. (‾^‾)ง⁼³₌₃ Social media impacts a lot of aspects of life, but I already don't use a lot of the more popular social media—not using Twitter isn't exactly a big loss (especially because I barely use it anyways, and I've been triggered more on Twitter than anywhere else in my entire time having OCD). I think I'll just stick to Instagram, Facebook, and Pinterest. I can get my silly video game drama updates from Youtube, Instagram, or just by googling it. Plus, as I'm getting older (I turn 27 this year—I'll have had OCD for 6 years this year!) I'm realizing that I want to move away from being so... internet obsessed? I spent so much of my life online that I want to start to live in the real world more, for better and for worse. Especially with plans to move in with my fiancé this year, plus transferring from my community college to a university, I want to make memories that aren't in front of a computer screen. I want to be present in my real life, not so much in my digital one anymore. (ฅ'ω'ฅ)♪ I'm not sure if anyone else feels this way or can relate, but I'd love to know if you do! Do you guys also find social media to be triggering? How do you go about handling being triggered when you see something online that upsets you or stirs up your OCD? I'd really like to know what you all do in moments where you're struggling because of content online. ⸜(๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝*