Im still bitter...

I understand what you're going through, but in the end, the only people who will always be with you are God and yourself. That's the reality of life. People won't always be there for you. Sometimes everyone is busy focusing on their own lives, so maybe it's better to focus on your own life as well. You also have to accept responsibility for your own life. Not everything that happens is someone else's responsibility, and other people are not obligated to carry your burdens or provide you with support. Life isn't easy. Everyone struggles in different ways. Some people simply don't talk about their struggles. Believe me, everyone has something in their life that causes them pain or difficulty. As for your ex-girlfriend, I know it's difficult to move on from someone you love. However, some relationships need to end so that both people can grow, heal, or find something better. I also don't think you should blame her. The reasons behind a breakup can be complicated. Maybe your feelings for her were stronger than her feelings for you—I don't know. But she is not responsible for your emotions. Your feelings are ultimately your responsibility, just as her feelings are hers.

There are many blessings in life that we often overlook. You can see, hear, wake up alive each day, and you have food, water, and a place to live. These may seem like ordinary things, but they are blessings that deserve gratitude. There are people who cannot see, and others whose health is severely damaged. So instead of constantly seeking acceptance, support, or validation from other people, try to appreciate the blessings that already exist in your own life. Be grateful for what you have. Life can be beautiful; sometimes it simply requires someone who knows how to live it and appreciate it. As for OCD, it is treatable and can improve significantly with proper treatment, including ERP therapy.

Hi! It's been a while I don't post anything here. I'm sorry for your breakup ache 🙏What I can say is, when we hold to the past and don't look to the future with hope and enthusiasm, or when we are so anxious because of future that we cannot enjoy the "now", we have to let go of the things that caused it. Past no longer exists and the future does not exist yet as well. You deserve someone who will never look at you as if you were a stranger. You will find this one for sure. Just don't close yourself to life. Break up is a grief. Take your time to heal, but please, don't close yourself to life. I really hope things go well for you my friend, take care 🙏