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I think when your that young, your mind is still learning and exploring. It’s like your body was expressing its self and your mind naturally has a train of thought. Thinking it and doing it is a huge difference. Sometimes I want to punch my boss in the face but I would never actually do that. And when the thought is discusseing or disturbing we beat our self up over it a lot more then the thought of punching your boss in the face. Because we know that, that particular thought was not normal and not right co pared to others that are “more acceptable” and unfortunately we focus on the bad thoughts more and never forget them :(
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Thank you very much! I think you have a point! I mean I would never do anything with a dog! I was like 12 and aroused all the time! I think at that time everything came through my mind!!
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@Mimi123 Exactly. When you are that age your body react to everything ha ha. It’s apart of puberty. The thing with OCD is we dwell on it and re think it over and over and over again. I could almost guarantee that similar things would’ve happened to people in your same class or school but they may have either let them self forget it or wouldn’t speak about it. Now the hard part is knowing that you will always be bothered with this thought and it might pop up every now and again but it doesn’t have to effect you anymore. It happened and it is shit but you didn’t do anything wrong. Accepting it is hard but there really is nothing else you can do with this memory. It’s in the past and you can just know that everyone in the world has horrible thoughts about various things at many points in there life. Our brains are so complex. You can take the smallest thing and turn it into the biggest thing even if someone looks at you the wrong way.
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@Kate Joan I think you have a really positive way of looking into life! That's good for you! I think your right! I shouldn't feel bad for something I thought and did act on! Or never wanted to act on! We should not feel bad for being good!!
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@Kate Joan There are real bad people out there I'm not one of them I believe!
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@Mimi123 Exactly. You are totally not bad at all. Sometimes we just need to check in with ourselves and remind ourselves of that.
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Indeed, small world I suppose. Hm.. probably ten different times in my life when that happened to me. Idk the first couple times were exrtemely disturbing, but over time I just kinda let myself think about dirty things so I can try to understand why others do It, and why I wouldn't.
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That's good to hear! Do you have OCD??
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@Mimi123 Don't know for sure yet, but I do have plenty of traits! Looking forward to being diagnosed for better treatment.
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@blondehairyKrishna It's is to do a autodiagnoses! I already knew I was when they told me I was!
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@Mimi123 Haha thats true! Well, in all honesty I do know I have it? I'm just tryna entertain my therapist.
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@blondehairyKrishna Ahahah but Thats good! The fact that he doesn't assumes u have makes him as you about who you really are!!
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@Mimi123 Indeed! And that is a big reason I'm still seeing them actually.
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I think it's normal. We see bestiality in media sometimes, and people joke about it a lot, so it's kinda hard not to have that thought at some point. And we live with them and love them, so its natural to think of them like we think of other humans. Personally I'm more scared of a dog raping me than the other way though hahah
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Its quite common, thats where furries came from
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Ahahaha you made a really good point! I really do love animals I've been a vegetarian for 6 years now and I chose environmental engineering because I love animals! I remember that more or less at the time I saw a video of a boy with more or less my age rapping a chicken and that made me really shocked but of course I thought about it specially because I was comparing myself with those kind of people!
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Awww what a great occupation!! that is so awesome that you took your passion all way! I have a tear in my eye for that? Now idk where it was from, but I also saw a movie where young boys raped a cat. Strange we have a parrallel hah
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If you really want to you achieve it believe me! That's so strange isn't it? Did this ever happened to you?
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(20f) I have been dealing with severe OCD symptoms for as long as I can remember. I recently got diagnosed about a year ago, and even though I know that these thoughts are probably my ocd, I still cant shake them. Growing up I was always very sexually curious. I was sheltered from a lot of things, as I went to a private school and things like sexuality and sex were never talked about. I remember doing some weird sexual things growing up (never affecting another person), looking up taboo sexual things, etc. I always seemed to become aroused no matter what the situation was, even if I just saw someone getting changed. I have no recollection of being SA'd, so i'm wondering where this all came from? Was I just curious and wanted to experiment and try different things? Or am I really a pervert, pedophile, etc. I have all these thoughts racing through my head and it's killing me. Everything I did as a kid I look back on and am disgusted, as those don't align with my views at all today. I never thought growing up thinking these things were wrong, or actually realize what they were until I got older. I'd like to think it was just my curiosity, but i'm not sure. What if i'm in denial and actually do like these things? I just need to know if theres something wrong w me, I cant keep going on like this. Could really use some advice.
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I'm worried that I sexual assulted or r*ped my dog when I was 17 and I'm 18 now. This memory, has came up multiple and changes rapidly, it says that I was also saying very disturbing things to the dog, calling her good and weird disgusting things like that. I don't know if I can live with myself if this is true.
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Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared
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