Hi guys, I can't help it think,what dose media and news tv channels and all news channeles want to achieve by the brain wash of corona they are doing, I never realized that world wide media is so courrpted, I lost my respact and I actually fear them now, look ofcourse they are doing thier jobs , reporting , all that is respacted but the way corona is being handled can really really harm you and harm your immune system just getting those 24/7 harsh updates with some hope lefting updates which trun out to be just talk, P lease have mercy on people, if people have to die atlest give our brains the respact we deserve and explain to us what some countries cornno seems to be 50% stronger than the cornna that showed in other countries, many things you can report on instead of spreading panic , and why you do that is even more scary question . WE WILL BE OKAY .

Does anyone get extremely triggered by news stories, specially the recent Idaho events? Today really triggered my ocd and I’m scared to sleep etc cuz I’m convinced someone is after me just like those stories

I’m so paranoid about everything that’s been going on in the world and I keep seeing it everywhere and I have a deep Fear of everything going wrong in the world getting crazy.

Hello, I come from a country in Europe that used to be together with other countries including Serbia. Long time ago. We do not border Serbia, but there is still sort of a collective emotional connection with those countries. News from Serbia from 3.May23 has shocked me. A 13 year old boy killed a security guard and 8 children, 7 girls and a boy. He wounded 7 more. He took his father's guns. His father, a famous doctor, radiologist, in Belgrade, taught him how to use guns. The boy's only regret is not to have killed many more. He had a list with names of the kids he wanted to kill. He claims to have enjoyed watching the kids terrified and screaming. He was/is an excellent student and was always well-behaved. He was successful at school, at basketball, at drama/theater club, has won many awards I science, languages,.... competitions. His mom is a scientist. He had planned the killing for a month. He won't go to prison, he won't be punished since he is not yet 14 years old. He is being kept in a psychiatric hospital for adolescents. But they will probably let him go. His father is in prison, but the maximum sentence he can get is 2 months. For not preventing the access to his guns to the son. So far, he claims that he had followed all the laws and regulations about storing the guns, so he will be out in a few days, I guess. What shocked me even more is that he has tones of kids posting videos of support, awe and praise to him and laughing at the victims, insulting the dead, but admiring him on Tik-tok,... Other incidents have followed: a 21 year old shot a similar number of people a day after, a girl wanted to stab her teacher with a knife, kids film themselves threatening people with guns,..Just today, police have arrested 2 kids for posting the videos of support to the boy who killed. I am anxious. I feel scared. What's going on with kids? I am not scared for my safety or safety of the people in my country. I feel so anxious because I can't stop thinking about how something like that could have possibly happened. How can a 13 year old boy do something like that? He does not get it, but he did not kill 9 people, he killed 4 more. He ruined his own life, his mom and dad's and his 10 year-old sister's. Not to mention the lives of the victims' parents' and family and friends'. I keep thinking about what went wrong. He had it all. But did he? It is claimed that he was bullied by other kids for stuttering. He claims he was ignored by his peers, but there are girls who had a crush on him. He even had a girlfriend for 2 months. He describes himself as a psychopath. Kids develop empathy at the age of 3 usually. Is it possible, that he developed physically and in all cognitive educational ways since he is super intelligent as far a school is concerned, but emotionally stayed at the level of a 2 - 3 year old kid? He feels nothing. No regret. He hasn't even asked about his mom or dad yet and it's been a week since the shootings. All he asks is when he will be free to go home. Can a person be born with predisposition to become a psychopath and it depends on the environment, upbringing, family ties, if he or she one day explodes and does sth as terrible as that? There's been talk of a split personality. Like in the film 3 faces of Eve. There might be something on it, since just before entering school, he got all panicky and scared and intended to call his mom to tell her what was going on with him, how he was feeling, but all of a sudden he changed his mind, didn't call her, there was no fear in him anymore. All he wanted was to kill. A second before he was like a person with ocd - he got scared of the things his brain was telling him to do and panicked. He was on the brink of calling his mom for help. This is how we react. We get scared because we know the thoughts are not OK, not acceptable, not in balance with who we are and our morals. We try to escape them or prevent it from happening by performing compulsions. He understood for a short while, he didn't want to do it and wanted to prevent it by calling his mum. But then the resemblance ends. We don't give in. We don't do anything to hurt others. But he, in a split second turned all his emotions off, became a completely different person, collected, calm, cold, on a mission to kill as many as possible. No mom, no fear, nothing but killing was o his mind. He even called the police himself. He was completely calm and collected when they arrested him. No fear, emotions, regrets. A psychopath probably wouldn't feel like he did moments before entering school. He realized what he was about to do and it upset him, put him in a state of panic. Yet, the next minute the fear and panic were gone. He went on his mission. Like 2 completely different people living in 1 body. It is so heartbreaking to blame him alone for what he did. He is a child. How can we accept that a child can turn into such a monster? Am I a bad person for feeling sorry and sad not only for the victims, but for him and his family as well? People I know don't do that. They choose sides and attack the other side. It is gruesome. Everybody is putting blame on someone else. The politicians on one another, people on parents and teachers. Psychologists on teachers and parents for not noticing anything wrong with him. Only the kids are devided in 2 groups. Those who are shocked, sad, confused. And those who praise the killer as a king, as their hero, a role model. Oh, heaven! The last group causes the anxiety in me. What has gone wrong in our society, that a 10 year old threatens that he will also kill his schoolmates and teachers, just to continue his role model's work? Or that teenage girl, who trided to stab her teacher and a girl in her class. And the one who threatened to kill members of his church? Is it just me, but do you think it would be sensible to set age limit for all social media. Minimum age at 18 or at least 16. Why can't a 6 or a 10 year old child live without Tik Tok, Facebook, Instagram,...? Why are there no filters about violence, sex, threatening, bullying on social media, including YouTube? The boy was super active on Tik Tok, Instagram,.... He played violent games, was a fan of aggressive movies and videos,.... Maybe if more kids spent a quality time with each other in person, playing real games and sports (with a ball, or monopoly,...) they would grow emotionally as well. And if they were prevented from seeing and enjoying any kind of violence from anyone online including their peers, they would find idols and role models in other people - in family or a singer, an artist, a scientist... The only dilema with setting an age limit to social media is for me about communities like ours here at NOCD. These are life saving communities for grown-ups as well as children. And it is very good so. Here are also rules. Noone wants to insult others or blame them,... But FB, Instagram, TikTok.... phones at the age of 5 and on... Come on? Really necessary? I am sorry and I apologize because I know this will upset everyone. I just need your input on something like this, so that I can start breathing again. I can't expect the sadness and confusion will go away just yet, but I need to deal with this pressing feeling of anxiety in my chest caused by constantly thinking about it. My ocd is very happy. Anxiety is a stepping stone for the onset of ocd. So it's just a matter of time Ocd will start talking unless I stop the anxiety. I am so sorry for upsetting you as well. I hope I will wake up and realize it was all just a bad dream. It is not important where it happened. I would feel the same if it happened in London or LA or a small village in India,... what breaks my heart is that the actors and victims in this tragedy are children. Love and hugs. Please love each other, listen to and hear each other, don't ever disregard someone's pain. Not a grown-up's, and especially not a child's. Have a better day than I am having. I just feel like crying. There is this beautiful video of the only boy killed, playing the piano. He plays so beautifully. It just breaks your heart. The killers best friend, allegedly. Uhhh. I think I will stop following what's going on there, since it's becoming to stressful for me. Love you all guys. Bless you all.