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This is kind of embarrassing for me but I thought id share it just incase others have the same problem, hopefully people might be able to relate or feel less alone. I have a really bad problem with urination and vomiting, my body just wees itself or throws up, the doctors have put it down to flight or fight, and my adrenaline is too high, lots of my bodies reactions and symptoms are a result of complex post traumatic stress which pocd does not help whats so ever. but the only way i can describe it is like do you know when a dog gets scared it'll wee itself, thats what my body does. its really frustrating its stop me from doing normal things and i have to wear ladies incontinence nappies on a daily basis just in case. I have thrown up and weed in class multiple times now, if i don't make it out in time. I have a high heart rate because of constant adrenaline, im currently on 160mg of propranolol- beatablocker, 50mg of quetiapine- anti psychotic and 45mg mitazaphine- anti depressant , and still my heart rate, disosiaction and panic attacks persist and the panic attacks mainly consist of vometing, urinating, sweating, tight/ pressure on my chest, clammy and disscoation. These occur on a daily basis majority at night due to nightmares. I am so a shamed of these problems and I know how embarrassing it can be, I hope this makes someone feel less alone ❤
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@FUCKOFFOCD Thank you, that is very sweet of you. I think we all struggle just as much no matter what the differences dont we ? Hey, what person wouldn't be embarrassed ay, but if someone is able to relate and feel less alone then that's all that matters to me, I know how much it has relieved me finding out others experienced the same thing, its posts like these that the honestly really helps others who are too afraid to raise the topic. Thank you for your kindness ?
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I get a heavy feeling in my chest and feel nauseous
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I physically tremble and get tongue-tied
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Panic attack heart feels heavy hyperventilating and after that I get thirsty
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Depends. Mild anxiety I feel a pressure on ny chest and just sad. Moderate anxiety and I hyperventilate a bit. Severe anxiety and Im bawling, and hyperventilating more.
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Tension to the point where i could drop dead from pain, either hyperawareness or dissociation, chronic fatigue, indigestion, hypersensitivity, teary eyes, inability to concentrate or just feeling like walking dead.
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Lately since my anxiety has been higher than usual I’ve been feeling warmer overall, slightly less appetite but still able to eat full meals, my back constantly feels tight and I can feel the soreness when I do ERP because when the anxiety drops in the practice my muscles intense but then it’s sore, constantly feeling a sense of dread and fear in the middle of my core, kinda nauseous, pent up anxiety in the morning , etc. When my anxiety was at its all time high it completely killed my appetite, lost weight quickly, every time I went to the bathroom it was diarrhea, couldn’t stay asleep whatsoever I’d get nights of 1-2 hours of sleep, felt like I was vibrating from anxiety, vomiting, nauseous, etc
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I get a tight feeling in my chest and I stop breathing for a few seconds.
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I’m on my period and o think my ocd feels a little worse today… I feel anxious and like something bad is about to happen, like I can’t move or talk cause I’ll freak out or snap and do something. Also I had a gronial response about an SA topic and I feel horrible, I’ve noticed that I do have these gronials as if I’m actually into that but idk if it can happen that you have the gronial and think “oh I’m horny, not about this but I am” is that possible? Idk how to say it… also I think I just want reassurance but I’m also scared…
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Recently ive been getting very scared to even be angry bc of the horrible thoughts I have and it feels even more real when I'm angry or even annoyed. Rn I was not even super annoyed at my neice but I felt a twinge of annoyance since she went up to my face and was yelling at me while I was resting on the bed and I got this image of doing something bad to her and I felt my hand twitch very little. I got nervous and felt relieved when her dad told her to stop screaming for no reason. I've been hyperfocusing on my bodily reactions (mainly my hands or how I'm feeling like did I just enjoy that? Was I considering???) And I've noticed the small twitches whenever I'm mad or annoyed and it's scaring me so bad! Like do I want to act out? Am I holding back??? I used to not even twitch at all when mad and I felt 100% sure I'll never act out but now it feels like I don't know bc what do these twitches mean?, I do know I don't want to ever act out but it's so scary. Recently whenever I feel angry once the argument is over I cry really bad after I'm alone and I pray so i never want or act out. And when the annoyance passes I also feel so guilty and want to stay away. Im scared these are real urges and i research for many many hours to make sure they arent urges or impulses and i also tend to ask chatgpt or here if the anxiety gets so bad 😕
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