- Username
- BeachedMermaid
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Sure. First, the brain has a job it takes pretty seriously: making sure you don’t die. That’s like its first priority. 90% of what it does is dedicated to that. The other 10% is just us doing stuff we like or looking at cat videos on the internet. Because it takes its job seriously, it looks for threats. World ending threats could happen, right? It’s within the realm of possibility. All of humanity knows this, but not as many spend their days absorbed in questions about it. So why do you? Well, you’ve got a structural difference in your amygdala that infuses this information with an intense fight/flight/freeze response. As far as your brain is concerned, knowing this information is no different than running into a bear in the woods. And what does the brain do when there’s a bear in front of you? It freaks the fuck out. Then it tries to figure out how to get away. That’s what your brain is doing now. What helps is realizing ALL of those processes happen independent of your conscious choose. What you DO get to choose is taking those signals seriously.
I’m not the original poster but I wish I could’ve sent this to 10 year old me omg.
Thank you so much for the support and validation! I did not know that about the brain :D
Following because when I was younger (23 now) i used to CRY AND PANIC over any idea of how the world could end. I would be shaking after watching Deep Impact. 2012 urked me. And the movie The Road, i still can't watch cause its wayyy to realistic. Should have seen the signs for OCD but alas, i only got a diagnosis a couple months ago.
I dont really get that freaked out anymore about it. Honestly sometimes making a joke about the an asteroid destroying everything is weirdly comforting for me Lol.
@Iwashere2 Lol I do the same thing, I’m trying to be like “welp if we all die then we just die oh well.” 😂
@BeachedMermaid Hey you can't have the fear of missing out if a an asteroid makes EVERYBODY miss out Lol
@Iwashere2 Are we the same people?? I’m 20 now and the world ending spontaneously had me running to my parents on more than one account, and the nightmares, omg. Now I make jokes about it all the time 😭
@aurokoi Its nice to know thaf maybe one day we'll joke about our current themes like this
@Iwashere2 Ikr. (Can it hurry tf up and get here faster 😭)
@Iwashere2 True lol😂
omg yes I used to have those exact same fears as a kid! Both about doomsday and aliens. They used to keep me up at night, and it was like I watched every alien or 2012 related video on YouTube. I had no idea this could even be ocd related. They faded for me surprisingly with the ‘maybe, maybe not’ response! My parents used to tell me that all the time. Like maybe it’ll happen but we can’t know, so are you gonna let your life stop now?
It is so nice to know that I’m not alone in this! I’m much better with this recently, earlier this year it was unbearable, I’ve been trying to adopt that attitude of maybe maybe not like you said. It’s become exhausting so I’m trying to just be like if aliens take over so what lol.
@BeachedMermaid I know exactly where you’re coming from. I remember how terrifying it was. You can do this though! I believe in you. I got over it, and so can you. 😊
@aurokoi Thanks so much for the encouraging words 💗 glad to know someone has gotten over it
So i’m new, i’ve had OCD my whole life, but i’m experiencing a new subset that i’ve only really encountered a few times before. I’ve become very fixated on the world ending, even though it won’t happen for another 5 billion years or so. My fear of dying is definitely part of that, even though I will obviously be dead by that point. My main problem is thinking that at some point, the sun will explode and literally destroy everything that i have known. Every atom in my body will be detached from one another and relocated. My world will not exist in the mind of anyone, because there will be no one. It will be quiet. And not only those thoughts, but others regarding how small we are. The universe is apparently infinite and every effort i make to understand it triggers me until i have a complete meltdown. My life does not matter in reference to anything outside of our world. Im having a lot of trouble with pushing these intrusive thoughts away. My stomach drops whenever they come and makes me physically sick and extremely depressed and anxious. I’m in treatment and on medication but I have yet to discuss them with my therapist and psychiatrist because of time issues, though I do have an appointment. Has anyone experienced this too? How can I deal with intrusive thoughts?
I’m so paranoid about everything that’s been going on in the world and I keep seeing it everywhere and I have a deep Fear of everything going wrong in the world getting crazy.
Recent world events have me stressing so much about the state of the world and I’m panicked that the world is gonna end and I won’t be able to live the life I want and the thought of other people suffering is incredibly distressing. It’s stupid I know. But I can’t rly enjoy anything. The second I enjoy myself a thought pops in like “hey you can’t be happy right now, remember this?” And it’s super stressful. I know I have no control so it’s pointless to stress about but I felt this way during Covid too. I hope nothing escalates to the point of like, apocalyptic catastrophe but my brain won’t let the thought go. It’s so silly I know.
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