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Pleaseeee dont kill yourself!!
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hey, i know it’s hard but you are so much more then your ocd. please, please stay safe. there are so many people who love and care for you, and i know for a fact that this moment, this feeling, no matter how terrifying it is, will pass. it will not be like this forever. here’s an exercise that helps me in my moments of stress: take a moment and imagine a stream. then imagine a leaf that holds this thought, this feeling, whatever. imagine yourself tossing the leaf into the stream, and watch it pass, acknowledging your thoughts and feelings, sit with them, allow them to be there. then, watch the leaf disappear, allow the thought to pass, and move on with your day <3
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Thank you so much for your support. I'm crying and shaking I'm having a panic attack, I really can't think of any other way to end my suffering I feel like dying 😭
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try to distract yourself, watch something light hearted, take a nap. this will pass, and you will be ok :)
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@zeep I'm just so afraid and so many questions are arising Why did I ever think about kissing that girl in the picture So much anxiety so many questions
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@zeep I just want to hug you for calming me down
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@BamSoo aww i wish i could give you a big hug too. i know exactly how you feel, i’ve felt that way so many times before. u will get through it <33
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Hey take it easy, take a breath, it will be ok. I’m going through the same. I promise I get to that point, I’m at that point, I’ll be there again. I promise I’m going through it too, make you a deal, I’ll keep going, I’ll keep hurting and healing, I’ll keep working. You do it with me and we will both get better✊🏽 Stay strong, kick today’s ass and tomorrow it won’t kick yours! You got this, we got this
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you're comment made me laugh while crying, thanks...
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I will try and go to sleep now I'm tired of my life
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Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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I need too know that I'm not insane, really. I am 16 and for the past two weeks, this has been completely ruining my health and happiness. I only recently came out as a lesbian like 3 months ago after a lot of confusion about my attraction since I used to think I liked men. At first, I felt so sure that I liked women, but lately, I've been having these unwanted thoughts about the possibility of liking men. I never used to feel this way, but now, every time I look at a man, my brain obsessively fixates on it. It forces me to imagine kissing him, loving him, things I don’t want, and then tries to convince me that I do. It’s painful. The thought of this fills me with fear and anxiety, leading to panic attacks and breakdowns. I don’t want these thoughts. I hate them with every fiber of my being, but I’m terrified that one day I’ll act on them and somehow like it. I used to think I liked men, but back then, I was in a very unhealthy space in a time of escapism and something deeply parasocial. I’ve only ever liked the attention and validation a man could give me, but these experiences are somehow treated as further proof that I’m "bisexual." I’ve never been in a real relationship with anyone, which makes my brain constantly challenge me—telling me, “You don’t even know what love feels like.” It won’t shut up. It keeps obsessively trying to make me prove that I’m a lesbian, testing my reactions and questioning my certainty. Is this normal?
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Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
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