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Pleaseeee dont kill yourself!!
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hey, i know it’s hard but you are so much more then your ocd. please, please stay safe. there are so many people who love and care for you, and i know for a fact that this moment, this feeling, no matter how terrifying it is, will pass. it will not be like this forever. here’s an exercise that helps me in my moments of stress: take a moment and imagine a stream. then imagine a leaf that holds this thought, this feeling, whatever. imagine yourself tossing the leaf into the stream, and watch it pass, acknowledging your thoughts and feelings, sit with them, allow them to be there. then, watch the leaf disappear, allow the thought to pass, and move on with your day <3
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Thank you so much for your support. I'm crying and shaking I'm having a panic attack, I really can't think of any other way to end my suffering I feel like dying 😭
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try to distract yourself, watch something light hearted, take a nap. this will pass, and you will be ok :)
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@zeep I'm just so afraid and so many questions are arising Why did I ever think about kissing that girl in the picture So much anxiety so many questions
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@zeep I just want to hug you for calming me down
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@BamSoo aww i wish i could give you a big hug too. i know exactly how you feel, i’ve felt that way so many times before. u will get through it <33
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Hey take it easy, take a breath, it will be ok. I’m going through the same. I promise I get to that point, I’m at that point, I’ll be there again. I promise I’m going through it too, make you a deal, I’ll keep going, I’ll keep hurting and healing, I’ll keep working. You do it with me and we will both get better✊🏽 Stay strong, kick today’s ass and tomorrow it won’t kick yours! You got this, we got this
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you're comment made me laugh while crying, thanks...
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I will try and go to sleep now I'm tired of my life
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So I was on a hat chat gpt and it said that people who are non-offenders experience distress and anxiety and disgust and depression and they feel ashamed of being a non-offender like WHAT like that's honestly terrifying and I'm so scared because that's how I've been feeling like when I'm out I get anxiety too especially when I see a younger person I always been attracted to MEN my whole life can people turn into monsters and I don't even care if they have problems if there attracted to kids then there sick in the head like don't care like this has been sharing me soo much and the worst part about it is that they said some are in denial or suppress their attractions I'm so done...... I can not do this this is too much I would rather be gone from this earth than find out that I might be one like you have to be kidding me if you're attracted to young people and desire that you're sick and dead to me you're a monster I don't care like its disgusting. for this eole some people are suffering from POCD like me are scared to think about that and I'm terrified.
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I feel like a really terrible person right now, I keep replaying this, and no matter what I can’t remember what happened, it’s like my brain is purposely not letting me think about it. Without wasting any more time, I’ll get into it. Basically, I was at Walmart, and looking at cards with My Dad, I saw anime ones, took pictures of them for my sister, even ones that were anime kids, because I did my best to ignore it, so I looked at a Hunter x Hunter card, I stared at the black haired kid, being all like “ I’m glad I’m not having any thoughts about this, I’m glad I’m having normal thoughts and not thinking anything” I felt happy, then as soon as I looked at killua (white haired kid), everything collapsed. I don’t know what happened, my brain won’t let me remember. But I’ll give bits and pieces. I think that I had false attraction, and something in my head, said “oh, I wouldn’t mind being attracted.” “He is attractive, and I’m attracted to him.” “I remember a girl thinking he is attractive and he is” “ It’s not wrong to be attracted” “ I don’t care about his age” .. something along the lines of that, and now I’m panicking super hard, because I’m worried if I said those things, I feel like I ruined my life that I’m a pe//do and deserve nothing, idk what to do, I feel terrible… I remember when I was having the intrusive thoughts, I was panicking and was worrying, but it kept playing out, and I kept hearing things talk, it was drawn out too long, that now I feel convinced that I was saying those things, I tested it too, and I can confirm that I didn’t say that, but why am I still not convinced? I know I wouldn’t say those things, I was hoping the complete opposite would happen. My brain kept making me feel like it wasn’t wrong and it was okay. Maybe that’s why I’m so convinced I did that. I’m just spiraling super bad right now, I don’t know what to do or what to think, I don’t know if I said that or not… even if I did test it, I genuinely just feel like I said it, and I wanted it, because I still feel uncertain, I still feel like I said it, part of me just wants to be like oh I did and so I can move on, not because I agree with it, I just don’t know what else to do… I’m really scared.
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- 11w ago
Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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